Know Regrets- Post 9

Hello sweeties. I want to bring my writing to the next level. You won't be able to talk to me, Im sorry its my final choice but I WILL continue writing as I love to write and for readers who still want to read. All my posts will be shorts, I dont have ideas.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I got ready swiftly

I applied my usual mascara and red lipstick

I wore a marvelous long blue dress that fit my body perfectly

I put my hair up in a fine bun

I was ready to go but I was very timid

Everyone was ready waiting for me in the lobby while I was in the room I shared with Maryam

As I approached my mother, Sabeecha and Maryam my mother smiled

Mama: "alla y7af'6ch my daughter you're gorgeous"

Sabeecha: "ehm"

Me and Maryam burst out laughing

Mama: "both of you and Maryouma"

Maryam: "mashkora khalti"

We stopped a cab and he drove us there

My heart was beating, I was really nervous

My mom paid the driver and we got out

They're house was luxurious, it was large

Suddenly a white door opened and there was Aunt Fadia, Faisal and a younger version of Aunt Fadia but Aunt Fadia was young, in her 30's

Aunt Fadia: "mar7aba! nawar mitil ma y2ule lkuwaitiya"

We chuckled

Mama: "bwjoudch 7abebte"

We said our hellos, clueless of how many kisses we should give, we did what Aunt Fadia did and kissed 3 times, one cheek at a time

Faisal: "hala khalti, hala banat"

He kept looking down

Now thats respect

Aunt Fadia: "Faisal 3arifhun 3a Julia"

Faisal: "hathy Julia khalti bs mn 3umurna"

She gave us a forced and rejecting smile

Faisal: "tfa'6ilaw"

As I was walking into the living room Julia gave me a death stare

Do I even know you?

Know Regrets- Post 8

second post today, im bored so im writing. just so u guys know if you're a hater i dont write for u i write for people who wanna read and i write to be happy. enjoy x
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she looked so young and beautiful

was faisal cheating on me?

lina stop it, you're barely together

but he told me he loves me

i have to stop overthinking

me: "maryam tkfain shofay! mno hathy ma3a faisal?"

maryam turned around: "ambai! ma yndara bs be positive!"

mama: "lina! maryam! mno hatha ily t5zoona?"

oh snap

me: "wa7d kuwaiti"

mama: "fe alf kuwaiti ma laysh hatha blthat?

maryam: "khalti hatha wa7d chna shayfeena b 360, ma 3alaih 5an 5ali9"

lifesaver <3

i shook the thought out of my head and helped get the bags while my mom went to the taxi

as i was going out..

faisal: "lina meet my aunt fadia"

sabeecha and mariamwere with me, he was fine with them knowing about us

me: "uh hi"

fadia: "mar7aba keefik?"

me: "zaina il 7mdila"

fadia: "enti lina ily 7akali 3anha faisal, it seems you're really good friends"

me: "haha yeah we are"

fadia: "3arfeeni 3ala ur friends with u"

me: "this is my sister sabeecha and my best friend maryam"

fadia: "ta3u 3na soon ok?"

me: "enshala"

and they left

me: "woah"

maryam and sabeecha couldnt stop laughing

we went to the car

mama: "mno hathi?"

me: "khalat il walad"

mama: "t3arfona?"

me: "eh hes our friend mn twitter bs shfna b 360 il7een tithakarna"

i could tell my mom cause she trusts me

mom was convinced but..

mama: "laysh ma t3araft 3alai?"

me:"madree new friend"

maryam: "yaboona inzurhum"

i pinched her

she game me the 'trust me' look

mama: "eh 5an zurhum 3shan at3arf 3alai to make sure hes good"

me: "ok"

i was relieved

my mom doesnt mind me having guys as friends but she needs to get to know them 3shan 'trta7 nafsiyan'

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@LAl_Flani: u never told me ur mom was lebanese

@FAl_Flani: haha well she is

@LAl_Flani: she lives here?

lgafa but i cant let the convo die

@FAl_Flani: no i came to visit my aunt fadia

@LAl_Flani: cool

@FAl_Flani: really, we should meet

@LAl_Flani: sure, and yeah i told my mom

@FAl_Flani: about us?!
@LAl_Flani: yeah well not exactly, that we're friends from twitter

@FAl_Flani: good :* does ur mom have a lebanese number? 3shan my aunt itdig 3alayha

@LAl_Flani: yeah its ***

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aunt fadia called my mom and today we're seeing them..

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Know Regrets- Post 7

this post is dedicated to my silent reader, Dalal. I love u!
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he stared in shock, looked down and walked passed me

my heart felt like it was stabbed, adree eny ghala6t ib 7aga bs i had to

i had to do something, now

before he passed where my mom and sabeecha i ran to him

i whispered: "faisal"

faisal turned and looked at the ground: "now u want to talk to me?"

me: "faisal please let me explain.. fe a7ad ga3d yamk?"

faisal: "l2, ta3alay"

Faisal's Point of View

mabee asami7ha bs a7ibha i want to listen to her bs mabee awareeha ena i care

Lina's Point of View

i walked with him, gladly we weren't anywhere near my mom

i sat next to him

me: "faisal im so sorry i know i broke ur heart but ahmad-"

he interrupted me

faisal: "what about him?"

me: "uh he got mad at me and hes like a brother to me i didnt want to hurt him"

he was quietly thinking

me: "um plus i cant be with a boy, u know im not that type of person but uh i realized how much u meant to me"

faisal: "lina i love u i dont want u to leave me, youre who i want"

me: " thank u, uh likewise"

faisal: "i love u"

i wanted to hug him and forget about all my worries

i held his hand tight

me: "uh um im sorry"

faisal smiled: "no its ok"

me: "i have to go"

i got up and i felt my cheeks they were really hot and i was really shy, i never felt this way before

i went back to where mariam was sitting as i was sitting next to her without going to the bathroom

everyone was asleep

i sat down..

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faisal came running to me and hugged me

faisal: "i love u lina, mabrouk!"

i looked down to find a baby girl in my hands

i held her in my arms, she had my huge light brown eyes and faisals tiny lips

me: "feha mini w minik"

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sabeecha: "LINA GOUMAY W9ALNA!"

me: "ha? ok ok"

it was all a dream

i hated that feeling

i wanted it to be true

u know when u dream and wake up so mad because u thought it was reality? thats how i feel

i wish i never woke up

i got my handbag and headed out of the airplane

as i was walking behind my mom, sister and mariam i got out my phone

i saw many DMs from faisal from the passed two days

@FAl_Flani: Lina!

@FAl_Flani: r u there?

@FAL_Flani: im worried where r u?

@FAl_Flani: i miss you

@FAl_Flani: r u ignoring me?

@FAl_Flani: if thats ur choice

maskeen! how mean am i?

i replied

@LAl_Flani: hey, im sorry. i forgot to tell u how is this gonna go on and ahmad will find out

@FAl_Flani: i know its wrong bs we wont tell him

@FAl_Flani: look up

i did as i was told

i saw faisal getting his bags, he was alone

i couldnt help but smile

i looked away for two second cause i was shy

when i looked back i found a blonde girl looking at him

who the hell is she?

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Know Regrets- Post 6

Hey eyeryone! Im sorry I havent posted please dont be upset! I want to thank my best friend for helping me type this chapter... enjoy xx
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Ahmad walked out of the room furiously not letting me say a word

i remembered everything he said

"entay wa7da ananiya"
"l7agtay faisal mithl il 5arof"
"entay ily l7agti"
" ma3ndch galb e7is ib ay a7ad"
too many hurtful words thrown at me all at once.

i decided to get rid of faisal and 'boys' i dont wanna risk anything..
i dont wanna hurt the ones i love especially someone i consider my brother

i called mariam and sabeecha

they came running into the room

they pulled me into a tight hug and i felt so safe

i broke down my tears fell down

i told them everything and what i wanna do

sabeecha: "saway ily glty u should stop everything a7sanlich.. and safray take a break"

me: "asafir?"

sabeecha: "eh.. i think mama galat bnsafir"

me: "and baba yay wyana?"

sabeecha: "ma a3t8id"

me: "bakalm mama"

i went to our chalet, we're neighbors

i ran up to moms room

me: "mama bakalmch"

mama: "na3am 7bebte?"

me: "why dont we and by we i mean me u and sabeecha go to lbnan aw dubai?

mama: "eh wala ma 3ndna shay"

i got my mac and took it to my mom

me: "mama 7jzay lbnan!"

mama: "mta taboon?"

me: "agrab wakt"

mama: "laysh fech shay?"

me: "la bs baghayr jaw"

mama: "okay shrayich tomorrow?"

me: "ok"

mama: "bs tawni yayeen"

me: "mama please!"

mama: "ok bs 7achay sabeecha"

me: "7achatyt.ha"

mama: "golay 7ag mariam tyi"

i told her and her parents said ok

we booked tickets for 3 days and we went back and took mariam to pack

i didnt talk to faisal at all and i switched off my phone

it hurt but it was my only choice i had to forget boys and care about the ones i love

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Our flight is in an hour, we entered the plane.

we sat until the plane took off and i needed the bathroom

as i was walking in the hallway of the airplane i was face to face to someone..

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