Jul 8, 2012

Know Regrets- Post 6

Hey eyeryone! Im sorry I havent posted please dont be upset! I want to thank my best friend for helping me type this chapter... enjoy xx
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Ahmad walked out of the room furiously not letting me say a word

i remembered everything he said

"entay wa7da ananiya"
"l7agtay faisal mithl il 5arof"
"entay ily l7agti"
" ma3ndch galb e7is ib ay a7ad"
too many hurtful words thrown at me all at once.

i decided to get rid of faisal and 'boys' i dont wanna risk anything..
i dont wanna hurt the ones i love especially someone i consider my brother

i called mariam and sabeecha

they came running into the room

they pulled me into a tight hug and i felt so safe

i broke down my tears fell down

i told them everything and what i wanna do

sabeecha: "saway ily glty u should stop everything a7sanlich.. and safray take a break"

me: "asafir?"

sabeecha: "eh.. i think mama galat bnsafir"

me: "and baba yay wyana?"

sabeecha: "ma a3t8id"

me: "bakalm mama"

i went to our chalet, we're neighbors

i ran up to moms room

me: "mama bakalmch"

mama: "na3am 7bebte?"

me: "why dont we and by we i mean me u and sabeecha go to lbnan aw dubai?

mama: "eh wala ma 3ndna shay"

i got my mac and took it to my mom

me: "mama 7jzay lbnan!"

mama: "mta taboon?"

me: "agrab wakt"

mama: "laysh fech shay?"

me: "la bs baghayr jaw"

mama: "okay shrayich tomorrow?"

me: "ok"

mama: "bs tawni yayeen"

me: "mama please!"

mama: "ok bs 7achay sabeecha"

me: "7achatyt.ha"

mama: "golay 7ag mariam tyi"

i told her and her parents said ok

we booked tickets for 3 days and we went back and took mariam to pack

i didnt talk to faisal at all and i switched off my phone

it hurt but it was my only choice i had to forget boys and care about the ones i love

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Our flight is in an hour, we entered the plane.

we sat until the plane took off and i needed the bathroom

as i was walking in the hallway of the airplane i was face to face to someone..

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