Know Regrets- Post 5

Hello i missed u all! I know i haven't posted for a long time and i apologize thats why this post will be the longest i can do :). I disabled my twitter account because there's no use of it. If u need anything; advice, help or anyone to talk to just post it on my ask and i wont publish and ur secret will be between us only. I want to help. ask.fm/KuwaitTeenLove  ,, i might come back to twitter but as for now i wont.
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let me act confused

@LAl_Flani: which question?

instantly he DMed me back

@FAl_Flani: do u love me?

yes i do!

@LAl_Flani: i dont like discussing this topic i dont want to be like those people

@FAl_Flani: so u do love me?

this is creepy, maryam is downstairs with everyone and mo ashkara anzilaha ta7at anadeeha when hes with them hes gonna know i need her for this

i didnt answer for 10 minutes

@FAl_Flani: alo?? r u there?

@LAl_Flani: i need to get some sleep, gn

seconds later i heard footsteps outside mariams room

there was a hole in the door because when ahmad was young he was playing with the drill secretly and poked a hole through mariams chalet room door

i could see a brown pupil peeking inside, i could hear someone breathing

me: "mno?"

..: "3abaly btnameen"

me: "uhh ma gdart anam"

..: "can i come in"

i knew who it was

me:  "mno?"

..: "lina la tsta3b6ain tadren ana mno"

me: "faisal?"

faisal: "la 7lfay wala"

me: "yes?"

faisal: "adish?"

me: "im wearing short pyjamas fa l2 and can u stop staring"

i covered myself with the blanket

faisal: "ka gha6aitay nafsch"

me: "stop looking!"

faisal: "enzain enzain, agol 3ndch skype?"

me: "eh"

faisal: " 3yal rday 3ala my question bskype aw DM u choose"

way3 jad way3 im dead

me: "DM"

faisal: "DM it is, goodnight beautiful"

goosebumps :$

me: "goodnight"

my heart was racing

i was soo shy

i looked at  myself in the mirror to find my white, pale face look like it has been painted red

@LAl_Flani: yes ok? happy?

@FAl_Flani: MORE THAN HAPPY <3<3

@LAl_Flani: but faisal

@FAl_Flani: amray

@LAl_Flani:  ma yamir 3laik 3adu, maby relationship

@FAl_Flani: afa mo relationship just messages

@LAl_Flani: l2 magdar ana mo mtrabya chthi

@FAl_Flani: ba76ch b 3aini w 3ala rasy w allah y3lam shkthr a7bch

@LAl_Flani: mashkor bs l2

@FAl_Flani: hatha 8rarch w 5athayti shinsawee

@LAl_Flani: gn

@FAl_Flani: sleep tight ;*

i captured the chat and sent it to mariam and went to sleep

i slept with goosebumps and with a smile on my face

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mariam: "FAY goumay shimsawya entay shimsawya??"

me: "shimsawya?"

mariam: "entay w faisal!"

me: "dazaytlich il chat"

mariam: "7ragtay galb ahmad fay tadren ena y7ibich"

i jumped out of mariams sofa bed

me: "w mn meta uhwa y7ibne? i thought his little crush went away!"

mariam: "hes crazy about u tawa galy cant u see him flirting with u"

me: "hes nothing more than a brother to me!!"

mariam: "he wants to talk to u ill be waiting outside"

me: "wait let me get ready"

i wore my light green cropped jeans with my white flowy shirt and my beige sandals




i applied some light makeup, my light brown eyes popped out and i was ready to go



mariam: "yala 5la9tay?"

me: "eh"

ahmad entered with his head down as mariam left giving me a look that meant 'good luck'

ahmad: "lina ana bagoolich bi5ti9ar, entay tadren eny a7bch w amout fech bs l7agtay faisal mithl il 5arof w ana shft il chat ams, entay wa7da ananiya w ma3ndch galb e7is ib ay a7ad bs t7iben lina w faisal, lina w faisal, w 3ala fkra faisal rfeejy ma ra7 a'6lma l2ana entay ily l7agti"

tears started falling down my eyes naturally

Ouch.

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