Please forgive me i know i havent posted in days, feedback @KuwaitTeenLove or ask.fm/KuwaitTeenLove sorry :(
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i went to bed not knowing what to do, i had mized emotions i couldnt describe
i loved him but i thought he was being a little too flirty
my alarm waked me up at 3:30 am
i got up, wore a long yellow shirt with black leggings that went down to my ankles
i applied some mascara and left my light brown, caramalish straight hair to fall bellow my shoulders up to my waist
i woke up mariam
me: "mariam goumay"
mariam: "way3a rou7ay ana mo ya ya wyach shaku tgwmeni"
39abt
i walked out
mariam: "lina"
me: "na3am"
mariam: "be careful, i love u L"
me: "i will, love u too M"
those were our silly yet cute nicknames
i went up nervously, clueless of what was gonna happen next
i found faisal with rwo vanilla frappucinos in his tanned, soft hands
faisal: "morning"
me: "hey"
faisal: "tifa'6ilay"
me: "mashkoor"
i found a carpet on the roof that i never saw before
there were daisies on them
faisal: "like my set up? have a seat"
me: "u set this up? wala mratab"
faisal: "mashkora"
he smiled his natural smile
he stared into my pupils
i looked at the ground i was sitting on
me: "um yala please lets finish before anyone sees us"
faisal: "mm ok"
i looked at hime like 'yala!!'
faisal: "lina ana mn awal ma shftch 7baitich dashaitay galby u were like an angel that lit up the whole room i have this thing for u, ur caramel hair and eyes, ur warm heart i just cant stop thinking about u if u wanna run away go ahead ill understand"
he was talking so fast imbayen he was nervous
i was shocked all those words at once from the guy who ive been crushing on for two WHOLE months that didnt know i existed now loves me?
me: "thank u for sharing ur feelings i need to go now"
i wanted to stay i wanted to keep staring into his eyes, i wanted to be loved i wanted to know that someone out there loves me but i was speechless, absolutely speechless
faisal: "lina wait"
he stared at the ground he didnt make eye contact
he didnt even touch me
i turned around
me: "yes?"
faisal: "how do u feel about me?"
suddenly i felt dizzy
i felt like the world was gonna end
only people who were in love would know this feeling
i had no idea hat to say
i didnt wanna make a fool of myself
i heard a car park
thank God i was saved
me: "i need to go they came"
i left my drink without even touching it
as i left i got a glimpse of what faisal was doing
he was holding my drink in one hand and a daisy in another
maybe he really did love me.. maybe he will be the one why am i overthinking again?
i went down to find my family and mariams family
i said my hellos but i wasnt conscious because of all the overthinking
i ran up the stairs and found ahmad
ahmad: "shfeech shfeech?"
me: "ha? la wala shay"
i ran to mariams room
she was putting her make up on
mariam: "5air?"
i told her everything
mariam: "rday 3al 9bay na6rch masken! y7bich 7ram 3alaych!"
i thought about what she said
the day finished really quickly i didnt know who i was with and who i talked to my mind was blown away
it felt like i was dreaming
tana7t
everyone was like: "lina shfeech mo wyana?"
me: "t3bana w bs ma feeny shay"
i went to bed at 9:00pm sharp
i left my phone on the bed and went to the bathroom while everyone was down together having fun, making jokes, telling stories
when i jumped on my bed after wearing my pjs the red light was flashing on my blackberry
i unlocked it to find the little birdy on the top right corner
i opened twitter and it was a DM
@FAl_Flani: you didnt answer my question, theres no escaping now..
what am i supposed to say?
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i hope u enjoyed xx i promise ill post daily from now on after today unless im really busy ;*
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@LAl_Flani: haha good one, sorry i cant
@FAl_Flani: trust me on this one
@LAl_Flani: ok
@FAl_Flani: sleep tight
@LAl_Flani: i will, u too :)
i went to bed not knowing what to do, i had mized emotions i couldnt describe
i loved him but i thought he was being a little too flirty
my alarm waked me up at 3:30 am
i got up, wore a long yellow shirt with black leggings that went down to my ankles
i applied some mascara and left my light brown, caramalish straight hair to fall bellow my shoulders up to my waist
i woke up mariam
me: "mariam goumay"
mariam: "way3a rou7ay ana mo ya ya wyach shaku tgwmeni"
39abt
i walked out
mariam: "lina"
me: "na3am"
mariam: "be careful, i love u L"
me: "i will, love u too M"
those were our silly yet cute nicknames
i went up nervously, clueless of what was gonna happen next
i found faisal with rwo vanilla frappucinos in his tanned, soft hands
faisal: "morning"
me: "hey"
faisal: "tifa'6ilay"
me: "mashkoor"
i found a carpet on the roof that i never saw before
there were daisies on them
faisal: "like my set up? have a seat"
me: "u set this up? wala mratab"
faisal: "mashkora"
he smiled his natural smile
he stared into my pupils
i looked at the ground i was sitting on
me: "um yala please lets finish before anyone sees us"
faisal: "mm ok"
i looked at hime like 'yala!!'
faisal: "lina ana mn awal ma shftch 7baitich dashaitay galby u were like an angel that lit up the whole room i have this thing for u, ur caramel hair and eyes, ur warm heart i just cant stop thinking about u if u wanna run away go ahead ill understand"
he was talking so fast imbayen he was nervous
i was shocked all those words at once from the guy who ive been crushing on for two WHOLE months that didnt know i existed now loves me?
me: "thank u for sharing ur feelings i need to go now"
i wanted to stay i wanted to keep staring into his eyes, i wanted to be loved i wanted to know that someone out there loves me but i was speechless, absolutely speechless
faisal: "lina wait"
he stared at the ground he didnt make eye contact
he didnt even touch me
i turned around
me: "yes?"
faisal: "how do u feel about me?"
suddenly i felt dizzy
i felt like the world was gonna end
only people who were in love would know this feeling
i had no idea hat to say
i didnt wanna make a fool of myself
i heard a car park
thank God i was saved
me: "i need to go they came"
i left my drink without even touching it
as i left i got a glimpse of what faisal was doing
he was holding my drink in one hand and a daisy in another
maybe he really did love me.. maybe he will be the one why am i overthinking again?
i went down to find my family and mariams family
i said my hellos but i wasnt conscious because of all the overthinking
i ran up the stairs and found ahmad
ahmad: "shfeech shfeech?"
me: "ha? la wala shay"
i ran to mariams room
she was putting her make up on
mariam: "5air?"
i told her everything
mariam: "rday 3al 9bay na6rch masken! y7bich 7ram 3alaych!"
i thought about what she said
the day finished really quickly i didnt know who i was with and who i talked to my mind was blown away
it felt like i was dreaming
tana7t
everyone was like: "lina shfeech mo wyana?"
me: "t3bana w bs ma feeny shay"
i went to bed at 9:00pm sharp
i left my phone on the bed and went to the bathroom while everyone was down together having fun, making jokes, telling stories
when i jumped on my bed after wearing my pjs the red light was flashing on my blackberry
i unlocked it to find the little birdy on the top right corner
i opened twitter and it was a DM
@FAl_Flani: you didnt answer my question, theres no escaping now..
what am i supposed to say?
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i hope u enjoyed xx i promise ill post daily from now on after today unless im really busy ;*
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