I kept thinking and I was worried, but I knew he wouldn't do this to me
5 minutes later he called
Me: aloo??
Nasser: fay sa3deeni!
Me: ib shnu, w mnu hathy?
Nasser: fay, hathy i5ty, she's 8 years old
I was convinced cause when I remembered her voice it sounded like 9out bnt 9gheera
Me: a9adgik, inzain ib shno asa3dik?
Nasser: mu gltlch i5ty fatana, al7een misakt'ha w a7awil a8na3ha ina ur my friend bas mu rathya t9adig
Sh'hal bnt ily 3umorha 8 w t3arif hal sowalif ismillah 3alaiha
Me: 3a6ny akalimha
Nasser: miskay
Me: aloo?
Her: hi
Me: 7abeebty laish tabeen tfatneen?
Her: bas kaifi, ohwa kla izifny I want 2 pay him back
Me: 7abeebty hatha o5ouch izifich so u could be a better person, lat fatneen, tirthain ohwa efaten 3alaich?
Her: la! 6ab3an la!
Me: 3ayal 5ala9 lat fatneen, w ra7 ayeeblich ily tabeena
Her: abee nasser may atheeny
Me: inshallah! Agoola min 3youne
Nasser: thank u!!!
Me: anytime, a7ib I'll yahal a3ariflihum, w lat atheeha!
Nasser: ya7lwich
Me: thank u, lazem aroo7 7a6aw ilghada
Nasser: ok bye love
Me: bye
As I went downstairs dalal bbmed me
Dalal: fay bni6la3 ana ma3ach w lulu w maryam w fatma 3al 3asha 3ashan ur leg got better
Me: ok bas wain?
Dalal: avenues, I'm picking u up
After two hours dalal told me she was on her way
Libast my knee length flowery dress w 7a6ait a little eyeliner and I clipped my hair back
When she came r7na and we met the rest there
Maryam: bnwadeech garden for dinner
Me: ok!
I smiled a huge smile
I'm so grateful to have them as my friends
Me: I love you girls!
So when we sat at our table there was this girl coming
Girl: entay fay?
Me: ee laish?
Girl: a5eeran ligaitich, 3ayazt w ana adawrich w finally lgait 9ourtich 3ala twitter!
Me: inzain entay mnu?
Girl: ana wa7da akrihich w akrah ilyoum ily nwaladtay feeh
Mar 30, 2012
Mar 29, 2012
Chapter 10
so 6ala3t mn il hospital the next day
and my mom started monitoring every move
every 5 minutes she would make me eat
she makes me apples and peanut butter, its tasty bs mu laman akil wayed!
nasser stopped asking abt me
i couldnt live like this
i had to talk to him
me: nasser
nasser: FAY! <3
me: laish ma sa2alt 3ani
nasser: fay momkn i call u?
me: sure
he called
me: hellooo
nasser: shlon my sunshine?
i giggled
me: zaina, shlon my sky?
nasser: b5air
me: u wanted to talk to me?
nasser: ee
me: yes??
nasser: fay my little sister kanat btchikny
me: ok..
nasser: ihya fatana, w itha my mom finds out shes gonna give me these speeches w madri shnu
me: so u decided not to talk to me?
nasser: yeah, i decided to stay with my family for a few days 3ashan they dont find out w may chikooni
me: its ok, i understand
nasser: 7abebty entay, ur open minded mashallah 3alaich tfhimeen mu mthl il banat il daloo3at
me: yeah, thanks
then i heard a voice from his side of the line
the voice: nasser, mnu hathy?
and he hung up
and my mom started monitoring every move
every 5 minutes she would make me eat
she makes me apples and peanut butter, its tasty bs mu laman akil wayed!
nasser stopped asking abt me
i couldnt live like this
i had to talk to him
me: nasser
nasser: FAY! <3
me: laish ma sa2alt 3ani
nasser: fay momkn i call u?
me: sure
he called
me: hellooo
nasser: shlon my sunshine?
i giggled
me: zaina, shlon my sky?
nasser: b5air
me: u wanted to talk to me?
nasser: ee
me: yes??
nasser: fay my little sister kanat btchikny
me: ok..
nasser: ihya fatana, w itha my mom finds out shes gonna give me these speeches w madri shnu
me: so u decided not to talk to me?
nasser: yeah, i decided to stay with my family for a few days 3ashan they dont find out w may chikooni
me: its ok, i understand
nasser: 7abebty entay, ur open minded mashallah 3alaich tfhimeen mu mthl il banat il daloo3at
me: yeah, thanks
then i heard a voice from his side of the line
the voice: nasser, mnu hathy?
and he hung up
Mar 28, 2012
Chapter 9
mama: fay shfeech?!
i felt someone moving me
then after a while all i could hear were sirens
i couldnt feel anything else
i couldnt speak
i didnt know what was happening
then i found myself awake
i was in a hospital room lying on the bed
mama: fay 7abeebty gmtay? i missed u
i said with a weak voice:
me: mama sh9ayer ana shyayibny hnee
mama: fay ams kintay ga3da tarjfeen and the next thing i knew u fainted, dagayna 3al ambulance and u came here
me: then what happened?
mama: 6la3 ina u were in a short coma la2ana sikirich wayed nazil. shlon ma 7saytay?
me: madri, i thought it was just tiredness from the long day
the doctor came in
doctor: il7imdillah 3ala salamtich, fay
me: thank u doctor
doctor: why is ur blood sugar always low?
me: madri
i was embarassed and scared
mama: la2anich ma takleen! fay laish ma takleen? laish fay laish? tabeen tmooteen?
she started crying, many tears were falling from her eyes all at once
doctor: fay may9eer itimeen 3ala hal 7ala, u have to eat
me: i cant! every time i want to eat i feel nauseous and disgusted
mama: ur doing this on purpose! ur skinny laish itsaween chithy?
me: mama i dont wanna lose weight wallah, i like my body but i always feel nauseous
mama: fay u have to eat, ur gonna die if u do this
doctor: if u dont eat u'll have to live here and never take off this drip. it is sending food to ur body
i didnt notice the drip until now
a few minutes later khaled came and i saw someone with him
khaled: fay salamat! i missed u! sh9ayer feech?
nasser: ilsalam khalti, fay shlonich? salamat
me: il7imdillah b5air, allah ysalmik
he gave me the 'i love you' look
then a few minutes later dalal came
dalal: salamat!
she came and hugged me tight, her hugs make me feel safe, its like she has magical powers
me: allah ysalmich dalool
at about nine we all ate dinner together in my hospital room and the doctor informed us that i'll be leaving the hospital tomorrow
then everyone left exceot for mama and khaled
they're gonna sleep in the hospital with me
they went downstairs to have some coffee, they asked if i wanted one but i said no
after that nasser sent me a bbm
nasser: salamat my sunshine i love you
me: i love you too! thanks my sky
i felt someone moving me
then after a while all i could hear were sirens
i couldnt feel anything else
i couldnt speak
i didnt know what was happening
then i found myself awake
i was in a hospital room lying on the bed
mama: fay 7abeebty gmtay? i missed u
i said with a weak voice:
me: mama sh9ayer ana shyayibny hnee
mama: fay ams kintay ga3da tarjfeen and the next thing i knew u fainted, dagayna 3al ambulance and u came here
me: then what happened?
mama: 6la3 ina u were in a short coma la2ana sikirich wayed nazil. shlon ma 7saytay?
me: madri, i thought it was just tiredness from the long day
the doctor came in
doctor: il7imdillah 3ala salamtich, fay
me: thank u doctor
doctor: why is ur blood sugar always low?
me: madri
i was embarassed and scared
mama: la2anich ma takleen! fay laish ma takleen? laish fay laish? tabeen tmooteen?
she started crying, many tears were falling from her eyes all at once
doctor: fay may9eer itimeen 3ala hal 7ala, u have to eat
me: i cant! every time i want to eat i feel nauseous and disgusted
mama: ur doing this on purpose! ur skinny laish itsaween chithy?
me: mama i dont wanna lose weight wallah, i like my body but i always feel nauseous
mama: fay u have to eat, ur gonna die if u do this
doctor: if u dont eat u'll have to live here and never take off this drip. it is sending food to ur body
i didnt notice the drip until now
a few minutes later khaled came and i saw someone with him
khaled: fay salamat! i missed u! sh9ayer feech?
nasser: ilsalam khalti, fay shlonich? salamat
me: il7imdillah b5air, allah ysalmik
he gave me the 'i love you' look
then a few minutes later dalal came
dalal: salamat!
she came and hugged me tight, her hugs make me feel safe, its like she has magical powers
me: allah ysalmich dalool
at about nine we all ate dinner together in my hospital room and the doctor informed us that i'll be leaving the hospital tomorrow
then everyone left exceot for mama and khaled
they're gonna sleep in the hospital with me
they went downstairs to have some coffee, they asked if i wanted one but i said no
after that nasser sent me a bbm
nasser: salamat my sunshine i love you
me: i love you too! thanks my sky
Mar 27, 2012
Chapter 8
nasser: I LOVE YOU!!
me: i love you too nasser
nasser: la tz3leen mny pleeeeeeaaseeee love
me: ana mu za3lana dont worry
nasser: bye my sunshine
me: bye my sky
I regret whats happening between us, i dont want anyone to find out. I dont wanna get too attached to him because I know one day he will walk out of my life. I dont know what to do. I dont wanna hurt him.
i got a DM from nasser
nasser: fay
me: na3am?
nasser: you didnt re add me on bbm
me: i will, give me your pin
nasser: pin:..
me: i added
he sent me a bbm
nasser: welcome to my bbm list where everything is romantic
me: lol ur weird, thanks
nasser: :* :*
me: :)
i couldnt handle it anymore. i dont wanna get hurt. i had to tell him
me: nasser ba7acheek plz
nasser: shfeech? r u ok? im gonna call u now
me: la nasser im fine
he called
me: hello
nasser: hi
me: nasser i dont wanna hurt ur feeling bas i dont want this to continue
nasser: why?
me: nasser i dont wanna lose you. i know it will happen. maby il nas y3arfoon. remember il sm3a wayed mohima. and its against our religion. everytime we talk i feel bad. a7is im doing something not right. i love you, wallah i do bas i dont want this.
i started crying
nasser: fay la tabcheen please.ur not gonna lose me. i will always love you. and whos gonna find out? khaled knows, hes like ur brother ma ra7 yfthi7ich. ur best friend dalal wouldnt do it either. and why would i do it? its me and you who r in love, i wouldnt create problems for my love. and u r mine. w we're not doing anything bad. we just send bbms and we talk on the phone. we arent sitting together or hugging or kissing. its not against our religion.
me: bas nasser its not right!
i broke down
nasser: fay please dont do this and dont cry
me: ok i wont cry
nasser: fay dont leave me please
me: nasser i'll still love u bas we wont send these bbms and have these calls
nasser: fay dont delete me, please dont
me: i wont, im gonna pretend you're a friend
nasser: i love you
me: thanks, i have to go
nasser: bye
i called dalal and told her every bit
dalal: fay laish?? u ruined it! u both love each other why did u do that?!!
me: dalal i gave my reasons 5ala9, and u arent telling me whats happening between u and khaled
dalal: everyday khaled sends me love quotes. hes so romantic. mu mthlch. he talks to me everyday and tells me he loves me every five minutes. i love him a lot. hes so sweet and i dont know how to describe him. i never knew boys were so romantic. w gali 2day yabee ya56ibny. i said haw shlon? he said 3adi ma 3alay mn a7ad. i said khaled stop! he said ok, inshallah ba3ad 3 years im gonna marry you.
me: aww, and thanks for getting my mind off nasser
we finished talking
3 days past with me always stalking nasser's twitter and seeing his dps but not talking to him
he sends me i miss you bbms
i know hes upset that im ignoring, but at the same time he understands
today my mom came back
we were sitting watching tv when she came home then i started shaking
mom: fay yumma shfeech?
me: mama madr..
i couldnt finish my sentence
me: i love you too nasser
nasser: la tz3leen mny pleeeeeeaaseeee love
me: ana mu za3lana dont worry
nasser: bye my sunshine
me: bye my sky
I regret whats happening between us, i dont want anyone to find out. I dont wanna get too attached to him because I know one day he will walk out of my life. I dont know what to do. I dont wanna hurt him.
i got a DM from nasser
nasser: fay
me: na3am?
nasser: you didnt re add me on bbm
me: i will, give me your pin
nasser: pin:..
me: i added
he sent me a bbm
nasser: welcome to my bbm list where everything is romantic
me: lol ur weird, thanks
nasser: :* :*
me: :)
i couldnt handle it anymore. i dont wanna get hurt. i had to tell him
me: nasser ba7acheek plz
nasser: shfeech? r u ok? im gonna call u now
me: la nasser im fine
he called
me: hello
nasser: hi
me: nasser i dont wanna hurt ur feeling bas i dont want this to continue
nasser: why?
me: nasser i dont wanna lose you. i know it will happen. maby il nas y3arfoon. remember il sm3a wayed mohima. and its against our religion. everytime we talk i feel bad. a7is im doing something not right. i love you, wallah i do bas i dont want this.
i started crying
nasser: fay la tabcheen please.ur not gonna lose me. i will always love you. and whos gonna find out? khaled knows, hes like ur brother ma ra7 yfthi7ich. ur best friend dalal wouldnt do it either. and why would i do it? its me and you who r in love, i wouldnt create problems for my love. and u r mine. w we're not doing anything bad. we just send bbms and we talk on the phone. we arent sitting together or hugging or kissing. its not against our religion.
me: bas nasser its not right!
i broke down
nasser: fay please dont do this and dont cry
me: ok i wont cry
nasser: fay dont leave me please
me: nasser i'll still love u bas we wont send these bbms and have these calls
nasser: fay dont delete me, please dont
me: i wont, im gonna pretend you're a friend
nasser: i love you
me: thanks, i have to go
nasser: bye
i called dalal and told her every bit
dalal: fay laish?? u ruined it! u both love each other why did u do that?!!
me: dalal i gave my reasons 5ala9, and u arent telling me whats happening between u and khaled
dalal: everyday khaled sends me love quotes. hes so romantic. mu mthlch. he talks to me everyday and tells me he loves me every five minutes. i love him a lot. hes so sweet and i dont know how to describe him. i never knew boys were so romantic. w gali 2day yabee ya56ibny. i said haw shlon? he said 3adi ma 3alay mn a7ad. i said khaled stop! he said ok, inshallah ba3ad 3 years im gonna marry you.
me: aww, and thanks for getting my mind off nasser
we finished talking
3 days past with me always stalking nasser's twitter and seeing his dps but not talking to him
he sends me i miss you bbms
i know hes upset that im ignoring, but at the same time he understands
today my mom came back
we were sitting watching tv when she came home then i started shaking
mom: fay yumma shfeech?
me: mama madr..
i couldnt finish my sentence
Mar 26, 2012
Chapter 7
nasser: she is.. um.. well
he was hesitating
me: yallah nasser gool ma3ndy wakt!
nasser: ana umm
me: ent shno? gool!
nasser: la tz3leen
me: bas gool!
nasser: ana knt player w knt a7achee wayed banat. she is one of the girls ily ti3aligaw feeny.
i was silent, i was shocked. i thought he was different. i had a totally different image about him. i cant believe it. the people you love shock u all the time, good shocks or bad shocks. this was definetely a bad shock.
nasser: fay 7abeebty rday 3alay
me: nasser shlon? shlon chithy? mabeek 5ala9, ent ib 6ireej w ana ib 6ireej. il7imdillah Allah khalany i know the truth about u now, than later laman i fall in love with u akthar. il7imdillah i now the truth about u. ma3arfik wla t3arifny. kl wa7ed ib 6reej, yallah bye
nasser: fay wait..
i hung up
tears just came rolling down my eyes
i deleted him from bbm
i called dalal and told her everything
dalal: 5ay waly 9j ma ysti7y w ma ystahel w7da mithlich
me: thanks dalal
dalal: tabeen shay?
me: no thank u
i started crying
dalal: fay 7ayati la tabcheen, hes not worth it
me: ok thanks dalal im thankful to have a u, matit5ayilain shkthr amoot feech
dalal: anytime sis, la tnseen ur barbeque bacher
me: wee nsait, yallah bye baroo7 ashtiry things
i told the maid to tell the driver to take me to sultan center bas he wasnt home
me: uff w khaled mo hnee baroo7 mashy alone
so i went
i bought everything and when i went home khaled saw me
khaled: fay entay shlon itroo7een iljam3iya broo7ich? mno galich 3ady? im the boss of the house now, lazem tis2ileeny, w may9eer lbnaya itroo7 broo7ha il jam3iya
me: khaled kaifi im 15
khaled: 15 wla 20 ma frigat mat roo7een broo7ich its not safe
me: inshallah
narfazny! bas i know he cares about me fa mashait'ha
i decorated the house for the barbeque
the next day i told my maid to help me put the stuff outside in the garden and start shawy
dalal, and my other friends: lulu, fatma and maryam all came together
me: hi girls!
i hugged them
me: 7ayakom
then i got a DM
nasser: fay, i wasnt gonna talk to you until tomorrow 3ashan ithadeen bas i cant! i need to recieve ur bbms and hear your voice, please i wanna talk to you
me: nasser we discussed this yesterday w ma bayna shay, please leave me alone i have no feeling towards you
nasser: please bakalmich, im gonna call now
me: nasser no im with my friends
nasser: ok at night
i ignored and took him out of my head
we finished shawy and ate then maryam invited us to her house
the girls all said yes but i didnt
me: maryam ana ta3bana thank u bas magdar
maryam: yallah 3ad come
dalal gave me that "forget everything and dont be upset" look
me: wallah ta3bana im dizzy baroo7 anam
my phone vibrated
dalal: PING!!!
ta3alay yallah 3ad forget him and have fun dont let the girls i7isoon
me: dalal please mali 5ilg
she gave me that "i hate you" look
dalal: kaifich
the girls left and i went and threw myself on my bed
i received a DM
nasser: can i call now?
me: call 5ali9ny get it over with
he called
me: aloo
nasser: hi foofoo
me: na3am? gool 5ali9ny
nasser: fay i used to be a player, im not any more. i used to have the brain of a baby and i realized i had to stop. i got rid of this 3 months ago. when i saw u i wanted YOU i loved YOU i needed YOU and i still do, im a different person now
i smiled i dont know why, his voice makes me really happy
nasser: fay
me: yes?
nasser: r u still upset?
me: a little but what u said convinced me
nasser: ok fay?
me: yes?
...
he was hesitating
me: yallah nasser gool ma3ndy wakt!
nasser: ana umm
me: ent shno? gool!
nasser: la tz3leen
me: bas gool!
nasser: ana knt player w knt a7achee wayed banat. she is one of the girls ily ti3aligaw feeny.
i was silent, i was shocked. i thought he was different. i had a totally different image about him. i cant believe it. the people you love shock u all the time, good shocks or bad shocks. this was definetely a bad shock.
nasser: fay 7abeebty rday 3alay
me: nasser shlon? shlon chithy? mabeek 5ala9, ent ib 6ireej w ana ib 6ireej. il7imdillah Allah khalany i know the truth about u now, than later laman i fall in love with u akthar. il7imdillah i now the truth about u. ma3arfik wla t3arifny. kl wa7ed ib 6reej, yallah bye
nasser: fay wait..
i hung up
tears just came rolling down my eyes
i deleted him from bbm
i called dalal and told her everything
dalal: 5ay waly 9j ma ysti7y w ma ystahel w7da mithlich
me: thanks dalal
dalal: tabeen shay?
me: no thank u
i started crying
dalal: fay 7ayati la tabcheen, hes not worth it
me: ok thanks dalal im thankful to have a u, matit5ayilain shkthr amoot feech
dalal: anytime sis, la tnseen ur barbeque bacher
me: wee nsait, yallah bye baroo7 ashtiry things
i told the maid to tell the driver to take me to sultan center bas he wasnt home
me: uff w khaled mo hnee baroo7 mashy alone
so i went
i bought everything and when i went home khaled saw me
khaled: fay entay shlon itroo7een iljam3iya broo7ich? mno galich 3ady? im the boss of the house now, lazem tis2ileeny, w may9eer lbnaya itroo7 broo7ha il jam3iya
me: khaled kaifi im 15
khaled: 15 wla 20 ma frigat mat roo7een broo7ich its not safe
me: inshallah
narfazny! bas i know he cares about me fa mashait'ha
i decorated the house for the barbeque
the next day i told my maid to help me put the stuff outside in the garden and start shawy
dalal, and my other friends: lulu, fatma and maryam all came together
me: hi girls!
i hugged them
me: 7ayakom
then i got a DM
nasser: fay, i wasnt gonna talk to you until tomorrow 3ashan ithadeen bas i cant! i need to recieve ur bbms and hear your voice, please i wanna talk to you
me: nasser we discussed this yesterday w ma bayna shay, please leave me alone i have no feeling towards you
nasser: please bakalmich, im gonna call now
me: nasser no im with my friends
nasser: ok at night
i ignored and took him out of my head
we finished shawy and ate then maryam invited us to her house
the girls all said yes but i didnt
me: maryam ana ta3bana thank u bas magdar
maryam: yallah 3ad come
dalal gave me that "forget everything and dont be upset" look
me: wallah ta3bana im dizzy baroo7 anam
my phone vibrated
dalal: PING!!!
ta3alay yallah 3ad forget him and have fun dont let the girls i7isoon
me: dalal please mali 5ilg
she gave me that "i hate you" look
dalal: kaifich
the girls left and i went and threw myself on my bed
i received a DM
nasser: can i call now?
me: call 5ali9ny get it over with
he called
me: aloo
nasser: hi foofoo
me: na3am? gool 5ali9ny
nasser: fay i used to be a player, im not any more. i used to have the brain of a baby and i realized i had to stop. i got rid of this 3 months ago. when i saw u i wanted YOU i loved YOU i needed YOU and i still do, im a different person now
i smiled i dont know why, his voice makes me really happy
nasser: fay
me: yes?
nasser: r u still upset?
me: a little but what u said convinced me
nasser: ok fay?
me: yes?
...
Mar 24, 2012
Chapter 6
Next day i wore my white juicy tshirt, put my straight hair in a pony tail and called my nanny to help me to go downstairs
3ala ma she came i checked my phone
i had a bbm from nasser
nasser: gooooood morrniinnggg beautiful :*
me: good morning :)
when my nanny came i went down and saw khaled
me: ha khaled shlon ur hand?
khaled: il7imdillah a7san, hows ur leg
me: il7imdillah better
khaled: mary tell komar yitjahaz 3ashan yil7agny bl sayara to nassers house
me: laish yl7gik
khaled: la2ana bawa9il sayart nasser baita coz he kept it here the day we went to the chalet w his parents didnt let him drive ams w i need a ride home
me: ahaa, i5ithla ward mnik a5af his parents r mad at us
khaled: fikra ok i will thanks
i smiled
i was checking out nassers tweets w ligait ina he tweeted another girl
her last name kan ghair nasser's last name
i read and it said:
the girl: nasser salamat sima3t ily 9arlik ;*
nasser: allah ysalmich mashkoora :D
the girl: i missed u nasser wain knt??
nasser: i was busy with projects w chithy fa ghibt shway
the girl: inzain adizlik my pin DM add me :)
ana tnarfazt mo mn9ija! i trusted him!
i checked bbm wala nasser dazly message
nasser: fay shfeech sikatay?
me: mako shay
nasser: how is ur leg?
me: il7imdillah, i gtg bye
nasser: bye :* :* :*
night came quickly
i went to bed
i was thinking: what if nasser is a player? what if im a joke? what if i mean nothing to him?
garait quran to stop thinking and i slept
the next morning
nasser: fayooona gm laish za3lana gooleely magdar a3eesh w entay za3lana e3awirny galby :(
agi9 eedy 7ada chathab wayyyyy inarfiz!
me: ma feeny shay nasser bas im regretting this maby akalim
nasser: ...
i ignored
nasser: laish u ignore? i know ur mad ana shimsawee wallah amoot feech tell mee
i ignored
*after 1 hr*
nasser: 3araft laish!!
i ignored..
nasser: can i call u? give me ur number
me: nasser no gltlk mabi akalim ba3d shway basaweelik delete
nasser: afa, yallah 3ad give me ur number
me: nasser bas!
nasser: please give me just this once
i gave him my number
he called
me: aloo?
nasser: hala fayoona
me: hi
nasser: entay za3lana 3ala the girl 3ala twitter akeed 9a7?
sikat
nasser: i knew it! ur jealousss i love you wallah
me: laaa, 3ayal who is she??
nasser: im not gonna lie to u she is..
3ala ma she came i checked my phone
i had a bbm from nasser
nasser: gooooood morrniinnggg beautiful :*
me: good morning :)
when my nanny came i went down and saw khaled
me: ha khaled shlon ur hand?
khaled: il7imdillah a7san, hows ur leg
me: il7imdillah better
khaled: mary tell komar yitjahaz 3ashan yil7agny bl sayara to nassers house
me: laish yl7gik
khaled: la2ana bawa9il sayart nasser baita coz he kept it here the day we went to the chalet w his parents didnt let him drive ams w i need a ride home
me: ahaa, i5ithla ward mnik a5af his parents r mad at us
khaled: fikra ok i will thanks
i smiled
i was checking out nassers tweets w ligait ina he tweeted another girl
her last name kan ghair nasser's last name
i read and it said:
the girl: nasser salamat sima3t ily 9arlik ;*
nasser: allah ysalmich mashkoora :D
the girl: i missed u nasser wain knt??
nasser: i was busy with projects w chithy fa ghibt shway
the girl: inzain adizlik my pin DM add me :)
ana tnarfazt mo mn9ija! i trusted him!
i checked bbm wala nasser dazly message
nasser: fay shfeech sikatay?
me: mako shay
nasser: how is ur leg?
me: il7imdillah, i gtg bye
nasser: bye :* :* :*
night came quickly
i went to bed
i was thinking: what if nasser is a player? what if im a joke? what if i mean nothing to him?
garait quran to stop thinking and i slept
the next morning
nasser: fayooona gm laish za3lana gooleely magdar a3eesh w entay za3lana e3awirny galby :(
agi9 eedy 7ada chathab wayyyyy inarfiz!
me: ma feeny shay nasser bas im regretting this maby akalim
nasser: ...
i ignored
nasser: laish u ignore? i know ur mad ana shimsawee wallah amoot feech tell mee
i ignored
*after 1 hr*
nasser: 3araft laish!!
i ignored..
nasser: can i call u? give me ur number
me: nasser no gltlk mabi akalim ba3d shway basaweelik delete
nasser: afa, yallah 3ad give me ur number
me: nasser bas!
nasser: please give me just this once
i gave him my number
he called
me: aloo?
nasser: hala fayoona
me: hi
nasser: entay za3lana 3ala the girl 3ala twitter akeed 9a7?
sikat
nasser: i knew it! ur jealousss i love you wallah
me: laaa, 3ayal who is she??
nasser: im not gonna lie to u she is..
Mar 23, 2012
Chapter 5
we crashed
i didn't know where i was, who i was with, or how it happened, it just happened so fast, it felt like i was sleeping
when i woke up i found myself in the hospital
i broke my leg and injured my face with scars
khaled broke his hand
gladly, there was nothing wrong with dalal il7imdillah but she had scratches on her cheeks
nasser broke 3 fingers
the doctors said we could go out of the hospital
khaled looked upset and hurt but he tried not to show it
every minute in the car when we were going to my house he asked dalal: "dalal 7abebty t3awartay?"
dalal was the most important one to him
nasser told me: 7ayati fayoon tabeen i massage ur foot? tabeen shay? laman inrid ilbait tabeen hot chocolate?
he knew i loved hot chocolate, hes such a gentleman
everytime he looks at me his eye twinkles
i can see that hes in love with me
we got home
dalal and nasser called their parents and told them what happened
dalal's mom broke down she was very worried
nasser's parents talked to him on the phone and told him to be careful and that they were sending the driver to get him because they didn't want him to drive now
when he was leaving i noticed something
me: nasser shno hatha 3ala '6ahrik?
nasser: wain?
me: ka hnee 5alny ashoof
it was blood on his beautiful orange abercrombie shirt
me: nasser dam mn ya il dam??
he had a huge scratch on his back when he checked in the room
i started crying, i care about him and a lot
nasser: fayoon la tabcheen tara abchee ma3ach ya galbi
me: inshallah
nasser: yallah bye ya dnyiti kilaha
me: bye, be careful
nasser: bye khalood w dalal
he left
after half an hour dalal's mom came
shes open minded so we told her who was with us
she wasn't shocked because 3adi 3ndaha friends y6l3oon together
dalal and khaled were staring into each other's eyes
you could see that their love is strong and very true
at first, i giggled ba3dain i realized her mom is here and she doesn't know their in love fa i coughed a loud cough and clapped so i7isoon w they snap out of it and her mom wouldn't notice
dalal: um ok bye guys
me: bye, sorry 3ala ily 9ar
she came and hugged me so tightly
they left
me: yallah khalood good night ta3abt baroo7 anam
khaled: good night fayoon, deeray balich 3al daray w lat gooleen hag umich shay it5aleenha she worries w ihya mrta7a, when she comes inshallah she'll find out
me: inshallah
i wore my cute pink pyjamas, prayed rak3itain a7mid raby ina ma 9ar shay worse and went to bed
i didn't know where i was, who i was with, or how it happened, it just happened so fast, it felt like i was sleeping
when i woke up i found myself in the hospital
i broke my leg and injured my face with scars
khaled broke his hand
gladly, there was nothing wrong with dalal il7imdillah but she had scratches on her cheeks
nasser broke 3 fingers
the doctors said we could go out of the hospital
khaled looked upset and hurt but he tried not to show it
every minute in the car when we were going to my house he asked dalal: "dalal 7abebty t3awartay?"
dalal was the most important one to him
nasser told me: 7ayati fayoon tabeen i massage ur foot? tabeen shay? laman inrid ilbait tabeen hot chocolate?
he knew i loved hot chocolate, hes such a gentleman
everytime he looks at me his eye twinkles
i can see that hes in love with me
we got home
dalal and nasser called their parents and told them what happened
dalal's mom broke down she was very worried
nasser's parents talked to him on the phone and told him to be careful and that they were sending the driver to get him because they didn't want him to drive now
when he was leaving i noticed something
me: nasser shno hatha 3ala '6ahrik?
nasser: wain?
me: ka hnee 5alny ashoof
it was blood on his beautiful orange abercrombie shirt
me: nasser dam mn ya il dam??
he had a huge scratch on his back when he checked in the room
i started crying, i care about him and a lot
nasser: fayoon la tabcheen tara abchee ma3ach ya galbi
me: inshallah
nasser: yallah bye ya dnyiti kilaha
me: bye, be careful
nasser: bye khalood w dalal
he left
after half an hour dalal's mom came
shes open minded so we told her who was with us
she wasn't shocked because 3adi 3ndaha friends y6l3oon together
dalal and khaled were staring into each other's eyes
you could see that their love is strong and very true
at first, i giggled ba3dain i realized her mom is here and she doesn't know their in love fa i coughed a loud cough and clapped so i7isoon w they snap out of it and her mom wouldn't notice
dalal: um ok bye guys
me: bye, sorry 3ala ily 9ar
she came and hugged me so tightly
they left
me: yallah khalood good night ta3abt baroo7 anam
khaled: good night fayoon, deeray balich 3al daray w lat gooleen hag umich shay it5aleenha she worries w ihya mrta7a, when she comes inshallah she'll find out
me: inshallah
i wore my cute pink pyjamas, prayed rak3itain a7mid raby ina ma 9ar shay worse and went to bed
Mar 22, 2012
Chapter 4
i walked towards him
me: salam yubba, shlonek?
dad: lat 7acheeny ma 3arfich wla t3arfeeny
khaled: laish ga3d it7achee bntik chithy?
dad: went shakoo? w wain umich il nisra?
his idiotic wife laughed, she was an american, she was wearing the tightest leggings and a cropped shirt
i wanted to stab her so hard
khaled: ma asma7lik tit7acha 3an umy chthy
dad: mu umik lat 9adig
me: yubba lat taghli6 3ala umy wala 3ala khaled, w entay ya s7aila laish tth7keen?
dad: umich ma i3rifat itraby
khaled: la taghli6 3ala umy!!
he got so violent and wanted to hit my dad
nasser pulled him back
nasser: khaled hady a39abik, yallah 5an roo7
me and dalal were in shock
me: il sharha 3alay ana ily yeet asalim 3alaik, yallah imshaw
and we walked away
when we got in the car a tear rolled down my eye
dalal hugged me so hard and nasser smiled at me
khaled: la tabcheen 3ala wa7ed mo kafo
nasser: ee wallah fay, dont b upset, just forget about it
me: thank u guys wallah i love u a lot!
i got a DM
nasser: a7ibich, smile
i looked at him and smiled
we arrived at the chalet
dalal and khaled wanted to walk so they left, me and nasser decided to stay
nasser: soooo
me: soooo
nasser: i wanna talk to u
me: sure
nasser: fay, i love you, wallah i do, u make me happy, i never thought love was real until i met u
me: nasser thank you, i dont know what to say
nasser: say you love me, i know u do, YOU know u do
me: its true, i do but i cant do this
nasser: dont worry, u can
i smiled
nasser: say it
....
nasser: fay, say it, please
me: i love you
nasser: woooooooooow im sooooo happy!
he jumped off his chair
we giggled
khaled and dalal came back
khaled: hi guys, i wanna talk to u
tara ana 7as fee shay baynkom
me and nasser looked at each other
me: khaled, its true, we 'like' each other
khaled: im not surprised, i know how u feel, me and dalal feel the same way
me: really??!!
dalal: yes
she blushed
khaled: so tell me how u fell in love
we told him everything from the beginning to now
khaled: i dont want this to happen, no relationship between u two. fay entay mithil i5ty ma artha bas adry how it feels w adry ina nothing will happen fa fine, add him on bbm and talk bas please be careful u two, i trust u
i added nasser and dalal added khaled
we decided to 'in7oos bl sayara' around il chalet
we were driving and everyone was chatting and laughing then faj2a
BOOM
me: salam yubba, shlonek?
dad: lat 7acheeny ma 3arfich wla t3arfeeny
khaled: laish ga3d it7achee bntik chithy?
dad: went shakoo? w wain umich il nisra?
his idiotic wife laughed, she was an american, she was wearing the tightest leggings and a cropped shirt
i wanted to stab her so hard
khaled: ma asma7lik tit7acha 3an umy chthy
dad: mu umik lat 9adig
me: yubba lat taghli6 3ala umy wala 3ala khaled, w entay ya s7aila laish tth7keen?
dad: umich ma i3rifat itraby
khaled: la taghli6 3ala umy!!
he got so violent and wanted to hit my dad
nasser pulled him back
nasser: khaled hady a39abik, yallah 5an roo7
me and dalal were in shock
me: il sharha 3alay ana ily yeet asalim 3alaik, yallah imshaw
and we walked away
when we got in the car a tear rolled down my eye
dalal hugged me so hard and nasser smiled at me
khaled: la tabcheen 3ala wa7ed mo kafo
nasser: ee wallah fay, dont b upset, just forget about it
me: thank u guys wallah i love u a lot!
i got a DM
nasser: a7ibich, smile
i looked at him and smiled
we arrived at the chalet
dalal and khaled wanted to walk so they left, me and nasser decided to stay
nasser: soooo
me: soooo
nasser: i wanna talk to u
me: sure
nasser: fay, i love you, wallah i do, u make me happy, i never thought love was real until i met u
me: nasser thank you, i dont know what to say
nasser: say you love me, i know u do, YOU know u do
me: its true, i do but i cant do this
nasser: dont worry, u can
i smiled
nasser: say it
....
nasser: fay, say it, please
me: i love you
nasser: woooooooooow im sooooo happy!
he jumped off his chair
we giggled
khaled and dalal came back
khaled: hi guys, i wanna talk to u
tara ana 7as fee shay baynkom
me and nasser looked at each other
me: khaled, its true, we 'like' each other
khaled: im not surprised, i know how u feel, me and dalal feel the same way
me: really??!!
dalal: yes
she blushed
khaled: so tell me how u fell in love
we told him everything from the beginning to now
khaled: i dont want this to happen, no relationship between u two. fay entay mithil i5ty ma artha bas adry how it feels w adry ina nothing will happen fa fine, add him on bbm and talk bas please be careful u two, i trust u
i added nasser and dalal added khaled
we decided to 'in7oos bl sayara' around il chalet
we were driving and everyone was chatting and laughing then faj2a
BOOM
Mar 21, 2012
Chapter 3
me: thank you, ur so sweet :)
nasser: ur most welcome :D
me: nasser, i was wondering how u found me on twitter without knowing my name
nasser: the bracelet u were wearing had ur full name on it ;p
me: oh yeah! smart!
nasser: ;*
that conversation made my day, i dont know why, it just did. hes different, hes so sweet. he can make me smile anytime without me trying. i was really happy.
the next day dalal left and i was really bored so i was stalking people on twitter, then i started reading my book: "Uglies"
i heard footsteps and a knock on the door, i was scared cause usually khaled just opens the door
me: mno?
no answer
me: come in
the door opened and who did i see?
.......
NASSER
me: nasser bismillah 5ara3tny, shyaybik dari?
nasser: khaled ra7 il jam3iya w galy 'adeer bali 3alaich' w itha 9ar ay shay ayee darich, he showed me where it is
me: aha that explains a lot
nasser: haha
there was a moment of silence
nasser: yallah banzil a5af iyee khaled
me: ya, thats a great idea
i was thrilled!
after 5 min i heard khaled calling me
me: na3am??
khaled: nzlay ba7acheech
i went downstairs
khaled: fay, ana w nasser ray7een il chalet w manaby in5aleech alone la2ana omich dagat o galat inha btmaded until the end of next week. manaby inthye3 our spring break bl bait
me: ok sure, thanks, ent btsoog wala agool 7ag il sayeg?
khaled: ana basoog
me: k
i ran upstairs, called dalal and told her everything that happened
dalal: umbay wanasa! yallah im on my way to ur house
me : k
on our way we stopped at the jam3iya to get snacks
i saw a familiar face
me: khaled please lets go
khaled: fay laish?
me: look to to ur left
khaled gasped
khaled: shyayba hnee?
nasser: ur most welcome :D
me: nasser, i was wondering how u found me on twitter without knowing my name
nasser: the bracelet u were wearing had ur full name on it ;p
me: oh yeah! smart!
nasser: ;*
that conversation made my day, i dont know why, it just did. hes different, hes so sweet. he can make me smile anytime without me trying. i was really happy.
the next day dalal left and i was really bored so i was stalking people on twitter, then i started reading my book: "Uglies"
i heard footsteps and a knock on the door, i was scared cause usually khaled just opens the door
me: mno?
no answer
me: come in
the door opened and who did i see?
.......
NASSER
me: nasser bismillah 5ara3tny, shyaybik dari?
nasser: khaled ra7 il jam3iya w galy 'adeer bali 3alaich' w itha 9ar ay shay ayee darich, he showed me where it is
me: aha that explains a lot
nasser: haha
there was a moment of silence
nasser: yallah banzil a5af iyee khaled
me: ya, thats a great idea
i was thrilled!
after 5 min i heard khaled calling me
me: na3am??
khaled: nzlay ba7acheech
i went downstairs
khaled: fay, ana w nasser ray7een il chalet w manaby in5aleech alone la2ana omich dagat o galat inha btmaded until the end of next week. manaby inthye3 our spring break bl bait
me: ok sure, thanks, ent btsoog wala agool 7ag il sayeg?
khaled: ana basoog
me: k
i ran upstairs, called dalal and told her everything that happened
dalal: umbay wanasa! yallah im on my way to ur house
me : k
on our way we stopped at the jam3iya to get snacks
i saw a familiar face
me: khaled please lets go
khaled: fay laish?
me: look to to ur left
khaled gasped
khaled: shyayba hnee?
Mar 20, 2012
Chapter 2
boy: ha shfeech? laish ga3da tarjifeen?
me: sikiry nazil
he ran up to the waiter
boy: excuse me quickly please get her coke, her blood sugar is low!!!!
he took the coke, ran up to me and gave it to me
me: mashkoor
i drank half of the glass, then stopped shaking, i felt much better
me: mashkooor wallah shokran, mat ga9ir
boy: il3afoo, mara thanya deray balich, feech diabetes 9a7?
me: ee ;p
he put his hand on my shoulder
and he smiled then left, as he was leaving dalal came
dalal: what was that all about???
me: nizal sikiri o he told his friends ina he was going to the bathroom chan iyeeli o iyeebli coke fa i felt better
dalal: how did he know nizal sikirich?
me: i was shaking
dalal: awwww ya7laila hes so sweet and hottt
me: i know right?!!
so we finished eating and decided to walk
me: dalooool shoofee he's there ma3a rab3a!!
dalal: eeee
he winked at me
dalal: umbay ya7layla, i mean ya7laylkom ehmm
me: chub zainn
we went to my house
we talked and talked then i checked twitter
i got a new follower...
me: daloooool shoofay its him! hathee 9ortaa, isma nasser
dalal: follow him back!:D
me: dalool pleaseeeeeeeeeeee namay 3ndy, lazem it3arfeen kl shay if i talk to him
dalal: okay, let me ask my mom
her mom said yes!
i got a DM..
nasser: hi, thikarteeny?
me: yeaa... my life saver, thanks :)
nasser: ur welcome :D
after an hour, me and fay got sooooo bored so we decided to go to the jam3iya
i put my hair in a kim kardashian bun, put lipgloss and went downstairs
as i was walking, i saw khaled and a guy in the 9ala...
it was nasser! :O !
khaled: hi fay, hi dalal, wain ray7een?
me: ray7een iljam3iya
nasser looked up from his phone and his eyes met mine, we both smiled
khaled: o ma3araftkom 3ala nasser, hes my friend.... nasser hathee my cousin fay ily gltlik 3anha, o hathee her best friend dalal
me: hi nasser
nasser: hi fay, hi dalal
khaled: yallah, deeraw balkom
we went in the car
dalal: omg! mn mta rfeej khaled??
me: madri 3ana!!!...... I GOT A DM!
...
nasser: 6la3tay cousin rfeejy
me: ee lol
we went back home and played deal with them...
nasser: 6l3tay zaina wallah
khaled: ee mashallah 3alaiha kla tfooz!
r7na upstairs after the game..
i got a dm from nasser
nasser: ur pretty
i showed dalal
dalal: shno btgooleeen??
me: wallah madri, i like him a lot
i didnt know what to say...
me: sikiry nazil
he ran up to the waiter
boy: excuse me quickly please get her coke, her blood sugar is low!!!!
he took the coke, ran up to me and gave it to me
me: mashkoor
i drank half of the glass, then stopped shaking, i felt much better
me: mashkooor wallah shokran, mat ga9ir
boy: il3afoo, mara thanya deray balich, feech diabetes 9a7?
me: ee ;p
he put his hand on my shoulder
and he smiled then left, as he was leaving dalal came
dalal: what was that all about???
me: nizal sikiri o he told his friends ina he was going to the bathroom chan iyeeli o iyeebli coke fa i felt better
dalal: how did he know nizal sikirich?
me: i was shaking
dalal: awwww ya7laila hes so sweet and hottt
me: i know right?!!
so we finished eating and decided to walk
me: dalooool shoofee he's there ma3a rab3a!!
dalal: eeee
he winked at me
dalal: umbay ya7layla, i mean ya7laylkom ehmm
me: chub zainn
we went to my house
we talked and talked then i checked twitter
i got a new follower...
me: daloooool shoofay its him! hathee 9ortaa, isma nasser
dalal: follow him back!:D
me: dalool pleaseeeeeeeeeeee namay 3ndy, lazem it3arfeen kl shay if i talk to him
dalal: okay, let me ask my mom
her mom said yes!
i got a DM..
nasser: hi, thikarteeny?
me: yeaa... my life saver, thanks :)
nasser: ur welcome :D
after an hour, me and fay got sooooo bored so we decided to go to the jam3iya
i put my hair in a kim kardashian bun, put lipgloss and went downstairs
as i was walking, i saw khaled and a guy in the 9ala...
it was nasser! :O !
khaled: hi fay, hi dalal, wain ray7een?
me: ray7een iljam3iya
nasser looked up from his phone and his eyes met mine, we both smiled
khaled: o ma3araftkom 3ala nasser, hes my friend.... nasser hathee my cousin fay ily gltlik 3anha, o hathee her best friend dalal
me: hi nasser
nasser: hi fay, hi dalal
khaled: yallah, deeraw balkom
we went in the car
dalal: omg! mn mta rfeej khaled??
me: madri 3ana!!!...... I GOT A DM!
...
nasser: 6la3tay cousin rfeejy
me: ee lol
we went back home and played deal with them...
nasser: 6l3tay zaina wallah
khaled: ee mashallah 3alaiha kla tfooz!
r7na upstairs after the game..
i got a dm from nasser
nasser: ur pretty
i showed dalal
dalal: shno btgooleeen??
me: wallah madri, i like him a lot
i didnt know what to say...
Mar 19, 2012
Chapter 1
Mom: Fayoona, mama, 7abeebty yallah goomay bt9eer ilsa3a 3ashir w entay ma 9alaytay il fayer w ilyoum il ym3a w latisain ilyoum safrity
Me: inshallah mama inshallah
Mom: yallah 3afya
So i woke up and went to the bathroom then prayed
My mom called me for breakfast, so nizalt
Me: 9aba7 il 5air mama w khaled!
Khaled was my cousin, he lives with us coz 5ali; his dad, and his mom died in a car accident when we were young and because im a only child, we also need a man in the house (my dad 5an my mom o tzawaj 3alayha 2 years ago, when i was 13)
Khaled: 9aba7 il noor fayooo, ana 9j an only child bas entayy mthl i5tyyy
we ate breakfast, it was time for my mom to leave
i took her to the airport with my driver then said goodbye
after that i picked up my best friend for life, she understands me, shes different
i bbmed her:
me: dalooool im outside
PING!!!
PING!!!
Dalal: yallah yaya bismillah
she came in the car
Dalal: ha fayoona, wain ray7een ilyoum?
Me: ray7een avenues bnakel ib maki
Dalal: OK!
Me: yallah komar roo7 avenues pleaseeee
when we arrived at the avenues, we went straight to maki
there was a group of boys, they were soooo cutee!
Dalal: Fay basich 5az, 3aibbbbbbb!
Me: ok 9a7 9a7
Dalal: baroo7 il 7mam ni6ray il akel iyee
Me: okayyy :D
as she left, i felt dizzy and i was shaking a lot
i heard one of the boys in that group telling his friends he was going to the bathroom, but instead...
i saw him approaching me!....
Me: inshallah mama inshallah
Mom: yallah 3afya
So i woke up and went to the bathroom then prayed
My mom called me for breakfast, so nizalt
Me: 9aba7 il 5air mama w khaled!
Khaled was my cousin, he lives with us coz 5ali; his dad, and his mom died in a car accident when we were young and because im a only child, we also need a man in the house (my dad 5an my mom o tzawaj 3alayha 2 years ago, when i was 13)
Khaled: 9aba7 il noor fayooo, ana 9j an only child bas entayy mthl i5tyyy
we ate breakfast, it was time for my mom to leave
i took her to the airport with my driver then said goodbye
after that i picked up my best friend for life, she understands me, shes different
i bbmed her:
me: dalooool im outside
PING!!!
PING!!!
Dalal: yallah yaya bismillah
she came in the car
Dalal: ha fayoona, wain ray7een ilyoum?
Me: ray7een avenues bnakel ib maki
Dalal: OK!
Me: yallah komar roo7 avenues pleaseeee
when we arrived at the avenues, we went straight to maki
there was a group of boys, they were soooo cutee!
Dalal: Fay basich 5az, 3aibbbbbbb!
Me: ok 9a7 9a7
Dalal: baroo7 il 7mam ni6ray il akel iyee
Me: okayyy :D
as she left, i felt dizzy and i was shaking a lot
i heard one of the boys in that group telling his friends he was going to the bathroom, but instead...
i saw him approaching me!....
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