mama: fay shfeech?!
i felt someone moving me
then after a while all i could hear were sirens
i couldnt feel anything else
i couldnt speak
i didnt know what was happening
then i found myself awake
i was in a hospital room lying on the bed
mama: fay 7abeebty gmtay? i missed u
i said with a weak voice:
me: mama sh9ayer ana shyayibny hnee
mama: fay ams kintay ga3da tarjfeen and the next thing i knew u fainted, dagayna 3al ambulance and u came here
me: then what happened?
mama: 6la3 ina u were in a short coma la2ana sikirich wayed nazil. shlon ma 7saytay?
me: madri, i thought it was just tiredness from the long day
the doctor came in
doctor: il7imdillah 3ala salamtich, fay
me: thank u doctor
doctor: why is ur blood sugar always low?
me: madri
i was embarassed and scared
mama: la2anich ma takleen! fay laish ma takleen? laish fay laish? tabeen tmooteen?
she started crying, many tears were falling from her eyes all at once
doctor: fay may9eer itimeen 3ala hal 7ala, u have to eat
me: i cant! every time i want to eat i feel nauseous and disgusted
mama: ur doing this on purpose! ur skinny laish itsaween chithy?
me: mama i dont wanna lose weight wallah, i like my body but i always feel nauseous
mama: fay u have to eat, ur gonna die if u do this
doctor: if u dont eat u'll have to live here and never take off this drip. it is sending food to ur body
i didnt notice the drip until now
a few minutes later khaled came and i saw someone with him
khaled: fay salamat! i missed u! sh9ayer feech?
nasser: ilsalam khalti, fay shlonich? salamat
me: il7imdillah b5air, allah ysalmik
he gave me the 'i love you' look
then a few minutes later dalal came
dalal: salamat!
she came and hugged me tight, her hugs make me feel safe, its like she has magical powers
me: allah ysalmich dalool
at about nine we all ate dinner together in my hospital room and the doctor informed us that i'll be leaving the hospital tomorrow
then everyone left exceot for mama and khaled
they're gonna sleep in the hospital with me
they went downstairs to have some coffee, they asked if i wanted one but i said no
after that nasser sent me a bbm
nasser: salamat my sunshine i love you
me: i love you too! thanks my sky
i felt someone moving me
then after a while all i could hear were sirens
i couldnt feel anything else
i couldnt speak
i didnt know what was happening
then i found myself awake
i was in a hospital room lying on the bed
mama: fay 7abeebty gmtay? i missed u
i said with a weak voice:
me: mama sh9ayer ana shyayibny hnee
mama: fay ams kintay ga3da tarjfeen and the next thing i knew u fainted, dagayna 3al ambulance and u came here
me: then what happened?
mama: 6la3 ina u were in a short coma la2ana sikirich wayed nazil. shlon ma 7saytay?
me: madri, i thought it was just tiredness from the long day
the doctor came in
doctor: il7imdillah 3ala salamtich, fay
me: thank u doctor
doctor: why is ur blood sugar always low?
me: madri
i was embarassed and scared
mama: la2anich ma takleen! fay laish ma takleen? laish fay laish? tabeen tmooteen?
she started crying, many tears were falling from her eyes all at once
doctor: fay may9eer itimeen 3ala hal 7ala, u have to eat
me: i cant! every time i want to eat i feel nauseous and disgusted
mama: ur doing this on purpose! ur skinny laish itsaween chithy?
me: mama i dont wanna lose weight wallah, i like my body but i always feel nauseous
mama: fay u have to eat, ur gonna die if u do this
doctor: if u dont eat u'll have to live here and never take off this drip. it is sending food to ur body
i didnt notice the drip until now
a few minutes later khaled came and i saw someone with him
khaled: fay salamat! i missed u! sh9ayer feech?
nasser: ilsalam khalti, fay shlonich? salamat
me: il7imdillah b5air, allah ysalmik
he gave me the 'i love you' look
then a few minutes later dalal came
dalal: salamat!
she came and hugged me tight, her hugs make me feel safe, its like she has magical powers
me: allah ysalmich dalool
at about nine we all ate dinner together in my hospital room and the doctor informed us that i'll be leaving the hospital tomorrow
then everyone left exceot for mama and khaled
they're gonna sleep in the hospital with me
they went downstairs to have some coffee, they asked if i wanted one but i said no
after that nasser sent me a bbm
nasser: salamat my sunshine i love you
me: i love you too! thanks my sky
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