nasser: I LOVE YOU!!
me: i love you too nasser
nasser: la tz3leen mny pleeeeeeaaseeee love
me: ana mu za3lana dont worry
nasser: bye my sunshine
me: bye my sky
I regret whats happening between us, i dont want anyone to find out. I dont wanna get too attached to him because I know one day he will walk out of my life. I dont know what to do. I dont wanna hurt him.
i got a DM from nasser
nasser: fay
me: na3am?
nasser: you didnt re add me on bbm
me: i will, give me your pin
nasser: pin:..
me: i added
he sent me a bbm
nasser: welcome to my bbm list where everything is romantic
me: lol ur weird, thanks
nasser: :* :*
me: :)
i couldnt handle it anymore. i dont wanna get hurt. i had to tell him
me: nasser ba7acheek plz
nasser: shfeech? r u ok? im gonna call u now
me: la nasser im fine
he called
me: hello
nasser: hi
me: nasser i dont wanna hurt ur feeling bas i dont want this to continue
nasser: why?
me: nasser i dont wanna lose you. i know it will happen. maby il nas y3arfoon. remember il sm3a wayed mohima. and its against our religion. everytime we talk i feel bad. a7is im doing something not right. i love you, wallah i do bas i dont want this.
i started crying
nasser: fay la tabcheen please.ur not gonna lose me. i will always love you. and whos gonna find out? khaled knows, hes like ur brother ma ra7 yfthi7ich. ur best friend dalal wouldnt do it either. and why would i do it? its me and you who r in love, i wouldnt create problems for my love. and u r mine. w we're not doing anything bad. we just send bbms and we talk on the phone. we arent sitting together or hugging or kissing. its not against our religion.
me: bas nasser its not right!
i broke down
nasser: fay please dont do this and dont cry
me: ok i wont cry
nasser: fay dont leave me please
me: nasser i'll still love u bas we wont send these bbms and have these calls
nasser: fay dont delete me, please dont
me: i wont, im gonna pretend you're a friend
nasser: i love you
me: thanks, i have to go
nasser: bye
i called dalal and told her every bit
dalal: fay laish?? u ruined it! u both love each other why did u do that?!!
me: dalal i gave my reasons 5ala9, and u arent telling me whats happening between u and khaled
dalal: everyday khaled sends me love quotes. hes so romantic. mu mthlch. he talks to me everyday and tells me he loves me every five minutes. i love him a lot. hes so sweet and i dont know how to describe him. i never knew boys were so romantic. w gali 2day yabee ya56ibny. i said haw shlon? he said 3adi ma 3alay mn a7ad. i said khaled stop! he said ok, inshallah ba3ad 3 years im gonna marry you.
me: aww, and thanks for getting my mind off nasser
we finished talking
3 days past with me always stalking nasser's twitter and seeing his dps but not talking to him
he sends me i miss you bbms
i know hes upset that im ignoring, but at the same time he understands
today my mom came back
we were sitting watching tv when she came home then i started shaking
mom: fay yumma shfeech?
me: mama madr..
i couldnt finish my sentence
me: i love you too nasser
nasser: la tz3leen mny pleeeeeeaaseeee love
me: ana mu za3lana dont worry
nasser: bye my sunshine
me: bye my sky
I regret whats happening between us, i dont want anyone to find out. I dont wanna get too attached to him because I know one day he will walk out of my life. I dont know what to do. I dont wanna hurt him.
i got a DM from nasser
nasser: fay
me: na3am?
nasser: you didnt re add me on bbm
me: i will, give me your pin
nasser: pin:..
me: i added
he sent me a bbm
nasser: welcome to my bbm list where everything is romantic
me: lol ur weird, thanks
nasser: :* :*
me: :)
i couldnt handle it anymore. i dont wanna get hurt. i had to tell him
me: nasser ba7acheek plz
nasser: shfeech? r u ok? im gonna call u now
me: la nasser im fine
he called
me: hello
nasser: hi
me: nasser i dont wanna hurt ur feeling bas i dont want this to continue
nasser: why?
me: nasser i dont wanna lose you. i know it will happen. maby il nas y3arfoon. remember il sm3a wayed mohima. and its against our religion. everytime we talk i feel bad. a7is im doing something not right. i love you, wallah i do bas i dont want this.
i started crying
nasser: fay la tabcheen please.ur not gonna lose me. i will always love you. and whos gonna find out? khaled knows, hes like ur brother ma ra7 yfthi7ich. ur best friend dalal wouldnt do it either. and why would i do it? its me and you who r in love, i wouldnt create problems for my love. and u r mine. w we're not doing anything bad. we just send bbms and we talk on the phone. we arent sitting together or hugging or kissing. its not against our religion.
me: bas nasser its not right!
i broke down
nasser: fay please dont do this and dont cry
me: ok i wont cry
nasser: fay dont leave me please
me: nasser i'll still love u bas we wont send these bbms and have these calls
nasser: fay dont delete me, please dont
me: i wont, im gonna pretend you're a friend
nasser: i love you
me: thanks, i have to go
nasser: bye
i called dalal and told her every bit
dalal: fay laish?? u ruined it! u both love each other why did u do that?!!
me: dalal i gave my reasons 5ala9, and u arent telling me whats happening between u and khaled
dalal: everyday khaled sends me love quotes. hes so romantic. mu mthlch. he talks to me everyday and tells me he loves me every five minutes. i love him a lot. hes so sweet and i dont know how to describe him. i never knew boys were so romantic. w gali 2day yabee ya56ibny. i said haw shlon? he said 3adi ma 3alay mn a7ad. i said khaled stop! he said ok, inshallah ba3ad 3 years im gonna marry you.
me: aww, and thanks for getting my mind off nasser
we finished talking
3 days past with me always stalking nasser's twitter and seeing his dps but not talking to him
he sends me i miss you bbms
i know hes upset that im ignoring, but at the same time he understands
today my mom came back
we were sitting watching tv when she came home then i started shaking
mom: fay yumma shfeech?
me: mama madr..
i couldnt finish my sentence
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