Chapter 27

nasser: eh

mama: lash dag 3ala fay?

i opened my eyes immediately

thank God ana mo imsawya save 7ag his number i memorised it

*nassers side*

nasser whispering: khalood bsr3a ta3al omik radat 3ala telephone fay!

khaled: alo? hala yuma 5alait nasser ydg 3ala fay mn telephona abeeha w telephony mo yami

mama: eh kahi fay fay khaled yabeech

THANK GOD

me: alo?

khaled: um hi fay

me: hi

khaled: bs chthy jdim mama

me: ok

khaled: um abech tshofen itha my bag b my room

me: ok achayek now

khaled: yala bye

me: bye

mama: shyabe?

me: achayek itha jan6ta b his room

mama: shna6ra ro7ay chaykay!

me: enshala saway pause 3ashan may 6ofni

r7t 7ist and i went back

we continued watching

9arat il sa3a 12midnight

there was a knock on the door

i went to open

mama: fay be careful ma yndara mno s2lay mno first

me: mno?

..: ft7ay il bab!

it was the sound of my dad

i ran to mama

me: afta7? baba!

mama: eh

mama was calm 3ady

i opened

baba: hala fay

me: hala yuba

i kissed his head

lash yayna hal 7aza?

mama: fay 93day ghrftich bainy w bain ubouch maw'6o3

me: enshala

i went up and closed the door chna im inside but i sneaked out and sat on the stairs

baba: garibat tt5araj fay lazm ina8ishha bmaw'6o3 il zawaj

mama: mo chna taw il nas?

baba: la2

mama: ok

baba: shrayich inzawijha khaled?

mama: 6ab3an la2! mtraby ma3aha

baba: 3ayal a7ad mn rab3a

mama: may9er na56blaha lazem nan6r il rayal iyi ya56bha

baba: in kalimhum w inshouf

la mo 9j bizawjoni yanaw?

mama: fe nasser w fee abdullah

baba: describe them

mama described them both as angels

baba: ana rt7t 7ag nasser engola?

mama: akalim khaled

mama called khaled and told him everything

i was thrilled he wanted nasser

*khaled and nassers side*

khaled: nassor mta nawe ta56b fay?

nasser: ba3d ta5arijha

khaled: ok

khaled told mama and everything was fine they acted normal and i acted like i didnt know

.....

days passed and my senior year passed

there were no girl problems we were all friends even with laya

it was great

it was amazing

the day of my graduation came

they called my name, i was really happy

i walked up and got my shahada

i was exited

i could see mama, baba (gladly), khaled and nasser... :o

why did he come?

dalal was behind me waiting to get her shahada

the ceremony was over, we said our goodbyes

my family and dalals family decided to celebrate by eating dinner at ruby tuesdays

we ate and when it was dessert time there was a huge announcement

everyone was smiling and looking at me
....

Chapter 26

abdullah: you

me: what? me?

abdullah: yes its true love true love never dies and u said it urself i wanted laya to forget about u w 3ashan tgharen but i cant love u you r nassers bs ma agdar at7akam bmasha3re a7ibich

me: im so surprised

abdullah: im so sorry

me: 3adi shinsawe

abdullah: agol 7ag nasser?

me: no la tgol bt9er mashakel bainkum kla mny

abdullah: khal9 ok

me: gn

abdullah: gn

i woke up dalal

me: dalal goumay bsir3a!!

dalal: 5aliny banam!

me: ma ra7 agolich sh9ar bainy w bain abdullah 3ayal

she jumped out of her bed

dalal: shnu sh9ar?

3younha ifta7at wide

i laughed

gltlaha klshay

she was surprised too

dalal: yala namay w klshay will be fine

me: ok

i tweeted: so shocked

5 mins later abdullah tweeted: im sorry i shouldve been quiet

i tweeted: its ok u shouldnt be quiet its how u feel

he tweeted: i love u

i went to sleep

the next day knt barid ilbait and the boys were staying

dalal was traveling to sharm el shaikh

nmt 3ndaha

the next day ga6ait'ha ilma6ar; she was going alone her family was already there

me: bye i love u have fun!

dalal: bye i love u too

she gave me a huge hug and her eye started tearing up

shes very sensitive i love that about her

radait il bayt

i was all alone with my mom

mama: fayoun ta3alay hne

me: enshala

i went i was so scared enha tadree 3n shay

mama: anama3ach bro7na bl bayt shrayich nsawe shay mother daughter

me: ok in6ali3 film

mama: okay jahzee ana ya ya

7a6ait il film 21 dresses and my mom came

half way through the movie i was falling asleep

my phone rang

mama: gomay ur phone

me: mali 5lg rday please

mama: alo?

...: um mno wain fay?

mama: nasser?!

Chapter 25

laya

laya? really?

my face was like: :)

me: abdullah! i know her!

abdullah: '6ab6eeny !

me: chub ma t3rf sha59iyat'ha zift

abdullah: la t5arfeen tghareen?

nasser: abdullah chub! tadree im with her ma tghar ila 3lai

abdullah: youre toghether?

nasser: la wallah i7lif!

abdullah: agool ana sh'hal gheera

me: yala lets go back

we went back

me: ta3al abdullah ba7acheek

nasser knew it was about laya fa he dodnt say anything

me: tara laya wa7da 8aleelat adab tkrahni w tkrah dalal

abdullah: ana shku?

me: haha funny! chub bs chub, tara shes a bad person

abdullah: shlon ya3nee? wain il daleel?

agoola 3an the boy wala l2? ma abee af'6a7 bnt il nas

me: ihya um

abdullah: shfeeha?

me: ihya ma t7ib hal sowalif dayna

haha lies

abdullah: ymkn t7bnee ma tdreen

me: aha okay akalimha

abdullah: thanku

bbm

me: do u know abdullah?

laya: no

me: the guy i was walking with rfeej khaled

laya: ehh 3rafta

me: he has feelings for u

laya: shglteela?

me: ma gtla shay i said intay dayna ma t7been hal sowalif

laya: thanku i love u jed! sorry 3ala how i treated u ma tstahlain

me: 3di shagola now?

laya: golela ma tbee

me: ok

i told him w 7an yabeeha tyee

me: he wants u to come

laya: nope w shftay ana ma3 mno

me: k

i told abdullah she cant w akeed awal shay z3al

me: tara shes not that bad of a person but you'll find a7san mnha

abdullah: abeeha

me: la7a'6tik laman t7b u get attached

abdullah: thats true love

me: true love lasts

abdullah: adree knt abeeha 3ashan yroo7 il z3al because there is someone i love and my love for her didnt go it is true love

me: mno?

abdullah: wa7da

me: tara tgdar tgooli itha tabee shay

ksar 5a6ry an wdee alima 3awarny galbe 3alai

nzal rasa

i held his hand tight and i shaked it

me: hal insana ily z3lan 3laiha ma tstahal wa7d mthlik la tz3al btlagy a7san

he smiled

*khaled and dalals side*

khaled: dalal

dalal: na3am

khaled: a7bich mout

dalal giggled ana m3ha wayid nst7y

khaled smiled

dalal: barou7 ashoof fay

khaled adri intay tsaween chthy mst7ya

she turned back and smiled then kept walking

she came i told her everything she told me everything

we stayed up together with the others and talked about everything and said funny stories and did prank calls

when i went to sleep

bbm

abdullah: bagolich mno abee ur help

me: gol

..........

Chapter 24

dalal: mabeech tz3len bs i care about u fa im gonna say it

fay: dalal goolay ga3da t5ar3eeny!

dalal: shoofay

i grabbed her phone from her

i felt like someone stabbed me right in the heart

how could he do this?

he added dalal and the chat said:

nasser: hala

dalal: hi, lash imsaweely add?

nasser: a7ibich, intay beautiful bs lat gooleen 7g fay

dalal: ma tst7y wallah ma tst7y

*back to the girls*

dalal: i didnt delete him 3ashan awareech bs now i will

she deleted him

me: lash tsawenla accept? w mta kl hatha 9ar?

dalal: i accepted la2na knt bashof shyabi feni 9ar today when u were playing deal i wasnt playing

me: 97

i was heartbroken

me: goodnight

tla7aft and i started crying

dalal: fay 7abebty la tbcheen please!

me: shasawi? galbi mitga6i3

i started crying even more with the breathing noise

dalal: bs fay bs

she hugged me like a mother hugging her child

i slept in her hands

the next morning i didnt talk to him, i didnt say hello

i went and sat outside

nasser: fay ?

i ignored

nasser: fay

i ignored

nasser: FAY!

me: shtabe?

nasser: sh'hal sloob?

me: 3a6ni telefonik

nasser: mo 3ndy ana w khaled we switched phones mn ams il3a9r

my mouth opened

nasser: ha shfeech?

me: int imsawy add 7g dalal

nasser: l2

me: aha mt2akid

nasser: wallah!

me: KHALED! TA3AL!

he came

me: imsawi add 7g dalal 3ala telefon nasser ams?

khaled: ehh

me: 7achait'ha

khaled: lash?

me: rd 3alay

khaled: ehh

me: it was u 6ool il wagt?

khaled: ehh

me: nasser im sorry '6alamtik

nasser: wait wait mo fahim

fahamta

nasser: intay il bnt il wa7eeda ily ashoofha, ma fee a7ad thany. lash ma tfhimeen?

i felt so special

sikat madry shagool ibtisamt

khaled: i'll leave u two alone

nasser held my hand

nasser: a7bich

me: ana akthar!

we giggled

abdullah came in

abdullah: aby akalim both of u

nasser: tifa'6al

abdullah: abeekum tsa3doony, a7ib

nasser: mno?

abdullah: wa7da

nasser: in glt fay wallah bathbi7k

abdullah: chub mo fay

me: ashwa

abdullah: bnt shft'ha bara, abi akalimha shlon?

me: smile awal shay and be friendly w then stalk her on twitter, follow her w she will follow back and the love story will begin. dont u read blogs? ;p

abdullah: mbala i do

we laughed so hard

nasser: zain ma gltlna mno?

abdullah: wa7da

me: gool!

abdullah: emshaw namshy 3al b7ar ymkn  nlageeha

me: yala

tmashaina no sign

*15 mins later*

nasser: ta3bna wainha hathy?

abdullah: kahy !

i turned around and i saw..

Chapter 23

abdullah: fay im started to like you as a sister, i thought ud like to hear that

me: yes! finally!

abdullah: :)

i was so glad i even told nasser

he was glad

half an hour later my nanny called me

mary: FAY!!

me: WHAT?

mary came inside

mary: someone deliver this box for you

me: ok thanks

she was standing staring

me: yes?

mary: i want to see

me: MARY!!

mary: ok ok kalas i go out


looool i love her


i opened and there was a cake


it said:

A treat for my beautiful sister fayoona

love,

Abdullah


aww


bbm


me: thank you!


abdullah: np, is it tasty?


me: yes


i took it down to my family and showed khaled


khaled: eh chthy abee 3ilaqatkum. like brother like sister


me: akid la t5af


i loved my life this way, my cousin trusted me and everything was ok


each day was better than the other


summer was amazing, we spent a week at the shaleh


my family, my cousins, nassers family, abdullahs family and dalals family all had a huge bbq for lunch


it was amazing!


all the teens sat together, we played deal, bingo and all fun games!


we had a great day


abdullah and nasser became friends, closer than ever


i was walking with dalal 3nd ilba7ar and i saw


laya


she gave us a stare i stared back


dalal: dont stare 5aleeha ti7tirig

me: la chthy ibti7tirig w ana 5ayfa?


she heard me


laya: i7tarmay nafsich


i laughed


laya: ombay wai3 wai3


i laughes harder


her face turned red


there was a guy with her


he was hiding behind her


i asked dalal


me: mno hatha ily wiyaha


dalal: madri, ma3ndaha 5wan w her cousins mo mny


me: laish mn5ash o5ouy?

laya: mno tkalmeen?

me: hatha ily wiyach

laya: ma3arfa

me: 9j?

laya: eh

him: bye laya

he whispered to her: 7abebte

me: sima3t

he went as quick as he can

laya: um ok bye

blail i got a bbm request from laya

me: na3am?

laya: bafahmich

me: shno?

laya: mno hatha, please la tf'6i7ini

me: la t5feen

she told me that he was a guy she likes w madri shno

me: ma hagaitich chthy

laya: please la tf'6i7eeny

me: agool 7ag dalal?

laya: bs dalal

me: okay

i told her

dalal: OMBAY 7LFAY??!!

me: wallah shoofay

warait'ha

me: siktay keep ur mouth shut

dalal: ehh akid

before we slept dalal wanted to talk to me (she was sleeping over)

dalal: fay leave nasser, adri agolich leave him and osmetimes dont but now u should leave him

me: lash?

....

Chapter 22

she was crying but at the same time she had a huge smile on her face

she was crying tears of happiness

me: dalal, shfeech?

dalal: mstansa! a7iba!

i had a confused look

she gave me a "seriously u dont understand?" look

me: oh! u and khaled! ombay cuties!

dalal giggled

khaled came out

his face was bright

nasser: 3al baraka khalood, sima3na

khaled laughed: allah ybarik feek

we all sat together and ordered black and white

each one of us ate a classic burger

it was yummy

i invited dalal to sleepover and khaled invited nasser to sleepover

me and dalal went up to sleep for school bacher :@

when we woke up we changed and i pulled my hair back in a ponytail

we went downstairs and ate breakfast with khaled and nasser, then went to school with kumar (we go to a different school than the boys)

when i went home i deleted abdullah

5 mins later he tweeted:

delete? :( laish?

i ignored him, he DMed me

abdullah: fay laish misa7teene?

me: sorry, mabee boys 3ala bbm

abdullah: aha ok

za3al, a7is iny 7aywana 3ala ily ga3da asawee fee, 7ala 7al nasser

i tweeted:

im really sorry, forgive me?

he just tweeted:

goodnight </3

ouch!

shasawee ba3ad

la2, i can do something about it!

i DMed him

me: i wanna help u

abdullah: ?

me: im gunna find u someone ghairy

abdullah: mabee, abeech entay

maskeen :(

me: youll forget me

abdullah: never

everyday was the same, hed tweet sad tweets, i would tweet tweets asking for his forgiveness

everyday nasser flirts with me

two months past, mama came back, 7mdilla 5alat'ha ra7 mnha cancer bas ta3bana

we finished finals, we did well

khaled, nasser and abdullah's graduation came (same school)

me, mama and dalal went

mama told me to invite dalal because shes a family friend, bs i invited her so she could be there for khaled ;)

when abdullahs name was called he came out

he looked upset

he saw me and his face brightened

i waved and smiled to make him feel better

he smiled back

after the graduation we said mabrouk to the 3 boys

i asked khaled for abdullahs pin, as a brother and only a brother

i took nassers permission, first he was mad but then he trusted me

i added him

me: hello!!:D

abdullah: fay!x ghareeba u added me

me: i added u because i trust u like a brother, like a friend :)

abdullah: i wanted to talk to u so bad. its really important

me: tell me

..

Chapter 21

a bracelet, a tiffany's bracelet.

it was beautiful

dalal was staring at it

dalal: mu 9j! ish3arifa ib tiffanys?

me: chub y3arfa and im trying to have a romantic moment

i found a card

it said:

Fay, i love you. You are my life, my dream. Without you I wouldn't be able to live. I am only complete when I am with you. I know you have a big heart, please forgive me. I want you to be mine and only mine. I love you. Nasser

I felt butterflies in my stomache

I love him, i really do

Just him

No abdullah, just nasser and me

i feel so bad for doing that to him

i showed dalal

dalal: ombay hes so cute! be with him, he truly loves u and u love him! la t'6ay3een ilfor9a!

me: adri, i will, ams gaykatki akoon wiya abdullah il7en tgooleenli akoon wiya nasser? 

dalal: madri nasser chthy, 5ala9 nasser w bs

me: um dalal baro7 bara a7achee on the phone n6ray ihnee

dalal: FAY!

i gave her a look

dalal: sorry adree tabeen privacy mu a7san t7acheena face to face?

me: a5af a7ad eshofna

dalal: in5ashaw

me: ok

i went outside and called him

me: nasser?

nasser: rou7a?

me: wainik?

nasser: im still in avenues

me: ma3 mnu?

nasser: brou7y

me: ok tgdar tyee 3nd pizza express bakalmik

nasser: enshallah

he came

as he was walking towards me he was looking in my eyes and smiling

me: nasser la7ad eshofna!

nasser: la t5afeen

me: thank u its beautiful, i love you nasser and only u, im gonna delete abdullah mn bbm, because im nassers, and only nassers

nasser garab mny

nasser: i love you

i giggled

me: add me bbm 3ashan arou7 pin **

he added and he left

dashait w glt 7ag dalal

dalal: youre so lucky!

me: i know

ga6ait dalal bait'ha w rja3t ilbait

i tweeted:

best day ever <3 i love you!

two minutes later nasser tweeted:

i adore you my sunshine

he remembered our nicknames! im his sunshine, hes my sky

i slept and woke up on friday

me and khaled ate breakfast with mama

mama: ya 3yal ana basafer london in two days, barou7 one month la2ana 3amity ibtit3alaj feeha sara6an bl dam w entaw t3arfun ma 3ndaha 3yal fa barou7 asa3id'ha ok?

me: mama do what pleases you, Allah yshafeeha

two days passed and my mom traveled

 im gonna miss her wayed

khaled: fay ta3alay il7een bakalmich!

me: na3am?

khaled: gooleeli klshay bainkum

me: baina?

khaled: entay w nasser!

me: khaled i3zima w i7na infahmik klshay

he invited him and we said everything

HE WAS SO MAD

nasser: khaled ma ra7 ajees'sa, adree 3aib w 3umre ma ra7 aza3ilha

khaled: mhmm ok bas bbms w itha ga3adtaw together may kun fee shay bainkum

me: akeed!

im glad he understands

khaled: eh ok

nasser hugged him

lol how often do u see boys hugging?

i love them

me: khaled do u still love dalal?

khaled: ee bs ihya ma tabeeny, fay sa3deeni allah y3afeech

me: a3zimha w entaw tifahimaw

khaled: thanks! i love u

i invited her

nasser and i left them in the living room and we went to the garden

we talked and laughed

30 mins later

 me: ma 6awilaw

nasser: when youre in love ma t7iseen bl wakt. ana ma 7sait bl wakt

i smiled 

he stared into my eyes

dalal came out crying..

Chapter 20

me: thank u

abdullah: maku i love u too?

me: abdullah please wa5er eedik ana ba93ad foug banam

abdullah: la khaled imwa9eech 3alay

me: ta3abt ba3ad shasawee

abdullah: g3day il7een erid

i went to the single couch so he wont be able to come

abdullah: afaa

me: abdullah momkn please u stop? ana mabi a7ib wla abee akalim fa 5alni brou7i

abdullah looked really hurt

abdullah: uhh,,, umm.. im sorry

me: its ok

minutes later khaled came back

me: yallah khaled ana barou7 anam

khaled: okay

i went upstairs and called dalal and told her everything that happened

dalal: UMBAY YAL 7AYWANA MARA7 TLAGEEN NAFSA! EMOOT FEECH,, YA3SHIGICH! a7sanlich mn hal nasser hatha

me: ana agoolich 3ashan tsa3deeni w hatha yzay?

dalal: tstahlain!

me: chub zain

ta3alay baitna

me: ok ashoof

*boys side*

khaled: abeek tgooli how u feel about fay

abdullah: agool, bas ma tz3al

khaled: gool

abdullah: a7ibha, amoot feeha, abeeha

khaled wayha 9ar a7mar

abdullah: sorry khaled bas knt tabee il9j w hatha il9j

khaled: ana 3arif ent shno 7as bas mabee ay shay bainkom, w ent 6ala3t mn ilboys ily yaboon y9eeroon my friends 3ashan my cousin?

abdullah: la shako wallah khaled ent 7abeb, ent tfhamni w ana afhimik, law abee fay w mabeek chan sawait ay shay o9al laha bdounik la2ana if i use u ma kun rayal

tnarfaz abdullah 7ail

khaled: ashwa

badalt lbast a cropped pink top ta7ta white body and skinny jeans, 7a6ait sha3ree ib kuba, applied eyeliner and mascara and lip gloss w nzalt

khaled: ha ha wain ray7a?

me: baroo7 bait dalool

khaled: mnu biwadeech?

he acts like chna ubouy, sometimes its adorable sometimes atnarfaz bas im happy cause y5af 3alai

me: madri ashoof komar

khaled: ok

i called komar w re7t bait dalal

dalal: lets go watch mirror mirror fee bl avenues shakla 7ilu

me: ok bas bagool 7ag my mom

my mom r'6at

i tweeted: omw to avenues w' @DalalAl*

we went to the movie and enjoyed it

we were hungry fa we went to pizza express

we ordered food chan someone  taps on my shoulder

yes, it was nasser

he gave me a box and left

it happened all at once i was confused..

i opened it and found..





 

Chapter 19

nasser: entaw ma tsti7oon!?

me: nasser shfeek?

nasser: laish tibtisimlaha? ma tsti7y dash bait'ha w tghazel?!

abdullah: mu ga3d aghazil! 7aram abtisim! il ibtisama 9ada8a!

nasser: w fay entay kntay hnak shyaybich ihnee?

me: ent mnu 3ashan ttdakhal ib 7ayaty ilsha59iya?

nasser: FAY!

il7mdillah ma sma3na khaled

abdullah: ent shtabee? tra8ib ilbnt?

nasser was furious

daz abdullah

abdullah pushed back

i was scared bas i couldnt call khaled

i stood in the middle and stopped them

me: entaw laish tthawishoon?

nasser: fay, entay malty, 7agy ana bs!

abdullah: na3am?!

nasser: a7ibha, a7ibich!

abdullah: ma tsti7y enta!?

me: both of you ma tsti7oon

i walked away and went to eat lunch

khaled: wainich 6awaltay!

me: sorry ma kan ly khlg anzil

khaled: wainhum ilshabab?

me: madri 3anhum

7ady innocent ;p

*boys side*

nasser: abdullah ithlif 3anha wla 8asaman bilah ra7 agool 7ag khaled

abdullah: w ent? ent ily la7ig'ha w it7a8i8 ma3aha?!

nasser: ent shaku?

abdullah: w ent shaku?

nasser: abdullah i7tirim nafsik wla btshoof shay 3umrik ma shfta

abdullah: ana il7mdillah m7tirim nafsy, w 3agly kbeer

he walked away and came to us

nasser was boiling inside

i ignored both of them and ate my lunch

9a3adt foug w i cut

i forgot about them

i got a huge scar

bbm

nasser: fay bakalmich

i ignored

nasser: FAY!
            PING!!!
            PING!!!

i ignored

i decided to delete him

me: nasser you arent a part of my life anymore, goodbye

i deleted

he called

me: nasser ma baina shay 5ala9 leave me alone!

nasser: fay ana a7ibich, please

me: ma ybain 3alaik t7ibny, sababt ly mashakil

nasser: aghar 3alaich!

me: well its too bad im sorry

nasser: fay

me: na3am

nasser: fee shay bainich entay w abdullah

me: akeed la2!

nasser: ok i love you

me: bye

i closed it

i thought about it

ift 7ady 7a8eera maskeen! e7ibne eghar 3alay, why did i do this? ma looma

w abdullah ma la thanb

bbm

me: abdullah

abdullah: 3youna

me: im sorry about what happened

abdullah: can i have your number please, bakalmich, ana blsayara alone al7een

me: ee bas when u get home, a5af ttd3am

9j a5af 3alai

abdullah: enshallah 7ayaty <3, so what is it

me: ********

10 minutes later an unknown number called

me: aloo?

abdullah: hala

me: tabee tkalimny

abdullha: ee

me: bas ma fee bainy w bainik shay w itha ma 3alaik amr dont call me again

abdullah: enshallah, fay?

me: mhm?

abdullah: fee bainich w bain nasser shay?

OH MY GOD

me: akeed la2, ana ma kalim w 3umre ma ra7 akalim

abdullah: 3ayal laish kl hal gheera w laish m3a9ba 3alai

me: madri 3ana, ana m3a9ba la2ana 3abal ubouy yg3ad e7a8i8

abdullah: fay ohwa e7ibich

me: i noticed

i giggled

abdullah: amout 3ala hal '6a7ka

me: gltlik ma akalim! mabee shay baina, bye

9akait the phone

5ayfa something happens between the boys

i called nasser

me: nasser

nasser: 7ayata?

me: please dont do anything with abdullah

nasser: 3ashanich

me: thank you

nasser: fay?

me: yup?

nasser: lail7een t7ibene?

me: nasser i do, bas everything that happened is making me forget you

nasser: nfta7 9af7a ydeeda

me: nasser madri

nasser: please

me: nasser love is causing problems for me, thats not what i want

nasser: it wont anymore

fakart wayed

nasser: tfakreen?

me: ee

nasser: ha 8arartay?

me: ee sorry nasser, ure just a friend to me

nasser: a777777 laish fay laish ana a7ibich wallah a7ibich aghar 3alaich! laish tsaween feeny chthy? laish tabeen tthbi7ene?

me: i have to go

i hung up

i added nasser on bbm again

i sent both of them the same bbm
 
me: you two are my brothers, nothing more and nothing less, i dont want any love story, its useless

nasser: you two? ya3ni 3ndch iya bbm?

me: nasser ma baina shay! wallah! ma tathi8 feeny?

nasser: fay aghar ma tfhmeen?

7garta

abdullah: ok sorry '6ayagtich

me: 3adi

the week passed really quick

9ar thursday w khaled invited abdullah and my mom ra7at isti8bal

hes getting closer with abdullah than nasser

my nanny came

mary: fayoona, khaled want you

me: ok

lbast my pink free city sweatpants w my  white juicy shirt

7a6ai sha3ree ib kuba w nzalt

me: hi, khaled tabeeny?

khaled: fay g3day wiya abdullah ana barou7 iljam3iya w reely t3awra fa keep him company

me: ok

he left

me: salamat

abdullah: its just an excuse to be with you

me: ana shgltlik

abdullah: adri bas magdar

me: aha okay

he came closer to me and held my hand tight

abdullah: i love you, ma ra7 ajeesich wla ra7 asaweelich shay, bas bamsik eedich, shfeech 5ayfa?

me: ma feeny  shay

i moved my hand bas he held it tight

abdullah: fay im not gonna let you go, i love you

Chapter 18

abdullah: fay shlonich?

me: b5air il7mdella, u?

abdullah: b5air damch b5air

abdullah: fay lail7een ma 7abaiteeny?

fay: ana cham mara bagoolik? abdullah ent 7sbat okhouy! w may9eer a7eb okhouy!

abdullah: fay entay fee mara 7abaitay?

ta78ee8

me: akeed, ilkil e7ib at least once ib 7ayata

abdullah: ya3ni tadreen ana shnu 7as. Fay ana a mout feech, galbi y3awirny laman tgooleenli iny mthl okhouch, fay i love you, abeech

he was tearing up

i was speechless, how many times does a man cry for u?

ksar 5a6ry i didnt talk

abdullah: fay adri u have feelings for me deep inside

oh my God shasawee, hes right! i do have feelings for him, bas a7ib nasser! shasawee, its hard, love is hard!

me: abdullah maby ajri7ik again bas gltlk ent mthl okhouy

abdullah: fay bas! lat gooleen chthy! kiraht 7ayaty!

me: abdullah la tz3al mny

i smiled at him

abdullah: ma agdar az3al3alaich

hes so sweet, edali3ny, nasser mu chthy. everytime i hang out with abdullah i fall for him more, madri shasawee!

gladly khalood came

khaled: yallah abood imsh n6la3

abdullah: khaled mali 5lg a6la3

khaled: 3al a8al ng3ad bl duwaniya

abdullah: ok

kan mtnarfiz LOOOL

minutes later i remembered that i had a party

i woke up my mom and told her

mama: FAYOO Allah ysam7ich rou7ay thiba7teeny, imgawmatny 3ashan chthy?

me: sorry mama a7ibich

mama: khaly khaled ewa9lich

me: khaled wiya abdullah

mama: 3adi ywa9lich w erid

7abait ras'ha w r7t my room

lbast a covered dress, it was green w knee length,it had puffs 3nd the shoulder

lbast my gold heels

7a6ait gold nailpolish, eyeliner, mascara and fuchsia lipstick

i curled my hair ( 6oola to the middle of my back) w 7a6aita 3ala janb

aham shay iny atjahaz w ma sa2alt khalood itha ygdar ewadeeny

dagait 3alai

me: khaled

khaled: na3am?? shtabeen?

me: yumma la takilny, barou7 party flana w abeek itwa9ilny

khaled: ok, gha6ay nafsich bayeeb abdullah

me: ok!

as i said the dress is knee length w the shoulders are puffed up fa im covered

nzalt wla uhma na6reen blcar

dashait

i got a bbm request from..

ABDULLAH

ufff

i accepted

me: only because ure like my brother

abdullah: :(

me: sorry!

abdullah: u look gorgeous, dont let a man see u

me: enshallah

w9alna w dashait

laya wasnt invited! phew!

i danced and danced and told dalool klshay 9ar

 she was happy for me

me: sh9ar 3alaich entay w khaled? do u have him on bbm?

dalal: yes i do, hes just a friend!

the party finished chan iyee ya5ithny khaled wya nasser and abdullah

nasser kan jdam wiya khaled w ana 6ab3an wara

khaled knows ma ra7 y9eer shay fa 3ady 3nda

nasser kl shway he looks at the mirror w yabee yshouf shee 9eer bainee w bain abdullah

abdullah held my hand

i pulled away

ashwa nasser ma 7as

abdullah sent me a bbm

abdullah: nice nails

me: haha, thanks

abdullah: :*

i ignored

abdullah: admit it, u love me

me: thi8a, chub chub

radaina ilbait and i changed to my green juicy training suit

green is my color today! :p

khaled called me

me: aloo?

khaled: ta3alay eat wiyana 3asha, mama ibait khalty madawi

me: okay

omw downstairs i bumped into nasser

nasser: fay tara ma9akhteeha wiya abdullah

me: shsawait?

nasser: fay lat saween nafsich innocent

me: nasser wakher please

nasser: fay!

me: ent shoof  shsawait feeny blchalet wiya hal bnt ily tbtisimlik, ana skat, nasser ga3ed tjra7ny, leave me alone kareeh 9ayer!

ouch i shouldnt have said that

i teared up

nasser: mashee fay mashee

he left w ana ga3adt 3ala ilstairs

abdullah kan raye7 yghasel eeda chan yshoofny

abdullah: fayoon shfeech?

me: ma feeny shay

abdullah: goolay

me: mthawsha wiya my friend w za3alt shway

abdullah: goomay ghaslay wayhich ana baroo7 aghasil eedy

i went with him chan yth7akli bl mirror

hes so adorable, i admit it a7iba, bas mu kthr nasser

 i smiled back

faj2a shft nassers reflection... 

Chapter 17

it was abdullah

nasser: abdullah sa3idny ma sawait shay yeet foug chan asma3ha it9arekh glt ayee ashouf shfeeha

abdullah: fay shfeech? shnu hatha?

me: injara7t w ga3d y6la3 dam

abdullah: salamat salamat

nasser kan imbayen 3ala wayha m7tarrrr bas kan ga3d yjarb he acts normal 3ashan may shik abdullah

they helped me w the blood wagaf

me: thank you so much

both of them: youre welcome

i smiled at them

me: please lat gooloon 7ag a7ad 3an ily 9ar mali 5lg ta78ee8

abdullah: inshallah bas shlon injara7tay?

ma 3araft shagool, i said what came to my mind

me: madri ma athkir it just happened faj2a

abdullah: ahh ok

nasser ashwa kan sakit ma gal ina i cut

they left chan idizli nasser bbm

nasser: fay laish u cut?

me: nasser please ghayer il mawthou3 its just personal

nasser: fay wallah agool 7ag khaled

me: nasser bas! lat gool 7ag a7ad! i wont trust u anymore!

to get my mind off of things i checked twitter chan y6la3li abdullah 3ala my timeline

he was one of my followers fa i followed him

abdullah: il7mdillah u finally followed!

me: yeah..

abdullah: shlon 9rtay?

me: a7san il7mdillah

abdullah: :D

7garta w r7t lbast jacket 3ashan ygha6ee ilcuts

i sat on my bed and sfaj2a slept..

*after 2 hours*

khaled: fay ya7mara goomay! bnrid ilbait! warana 6reej w bngi6hum

me: zain zain bas chub

khaled: yallah

gmt w r7t ilsayara

nasser kan ga3id jdam wiya khaled fa i had to sit wara wiya abdullah w dalal

i sat in the middle -.-

abdullah 7ash eedy

i moved it

abdullah whispered to me: sorry

i smiled

9j he was cute bas ya3ni shtabee blthab6?

khaled was trying to make conversations wiya dalal bas ihya klish mu ma36eeta wayh, haha

ga6aina all three of them w radaina ilbait

salamt 3ala umy w r7t nmt 3ala 6oul

it was 9:30

the next day r7t il school

when i was playing PE bnt isimha laya yatli

she hates me so mcuh mn zman tikrahny bas madri laish

laya: fay wai3 wai3 whats that on ur hand

me: entay shaku?

she gave me a stare chan trou7 7ag ilteacher

laya: ms look at fay's hand someone probably scratched it

teacher: laya its non of ur business unless u were the one who did it

laya: ms i care about her

teacher: laya stop lying i know u two arent friends

kaaaak inga9 wayiha

the teacher came over to me

teacher: fay whats that?

me: umm yesterday there was a knife on the table and i put my hand not realizing it was there so it cut me

teacher: fay tell me the truth

me: ms it is the truth im not lying to you!!

teacher: ok then

laya gave me a very rude stare

i stared back

malat 3alayha madri 3ala shnu shayfa nafis'ha

it was lunch time

laya came up to me and dalal

laya: wai3 wai3 jaykara il7mdillah wl shikir

me: ilthaher ma 3ndich manthara 3ashan itshoofeen il jaykara il a9liya

dalal: shtabeen al7een? thilfay thilfay

kalmha yjra7ni, im sensitive w 9j words hurt

knt abee i cut so badly, i had to

the PE teacher came

teacher: laya go away stop annoying them or ill tell the principal

ithlifat

it was time to go home

6la3t 7ag khaled 3ashan eraji3ny wla ashouf laya 3nda

she was smiling at him and trying to flirt bas ohwa yadri shitsawee feny fa kan ma36eeha the sarcastic smile

i went to them

me: yallah khaled imsh khalee hal maynoona twali

khaled: ee yallah

wayiha 9ar a7mar

laya: bye khaloody

WAI3 IT8ITH!

me: kat dal3eena yal d3la

and we left

rja3t ilbait chan i cut

ta3awadt awagif ildam. cutting became a part of my everyday life. its my addictiojn. it makes me feel better. a6ali3 7arity ib nafsy. it was painful but i got used to it, it doesnt hurt that much anymore. i do it because of the bullying, the broken heart i have because of nasser and girls flirting with him, my parents divorce and how my own dad treats me, and khaled changing. people can be mean and they dont know what ure going through. they r too upset in their lives that they want u to be upset too. it hurts a lot. im going through a lot and i hope one day it would just go. i keep thinking about suicide bas 7aram. its not like cutting mu 7aram bas ina what can i do?

nizalt for lunch wla abdullah was there

oh joy! :) (not)

he smiled at me

klaina lunch and khaled said: fay tara abood nayem 3ndina la2aba his parents imsafreen

me: ok, 7aya Allah

abdullah: Allah y7ayeech

we finished lunch w r7na nakil dessert bl; 9ala

my mom ra7at itnam w khaled ra7 il 7mam

once again i was all alone with abdullah..
 

Chapter 16

i woke up to the smell of pancakes

i had to wake up..

I LOVE PANCAKES

kan fee tray 3ala the floor fee pancakes w orange juice

there wasnt anyone in the room so i guessed it was for me :p

i brushed my teeth then went to my pancakes

shlt'hum w ga3dt on my bed and started eating

someone knocked on my door

me: come in!

khaled: how is ur breakfast in bed?

me: great thank you, bas 9adigny ma ra7 ansa

khaled: adri, ana ghla6t w wallah ra7 ajarib awagif

me: thats why i love u!

he left chan tyee dalool

me: dalal sorry ams 7gartich and i was mean im sure u understand

dalal: laaa 3adi i know how u feel angel

i gave her a huge smile :D

wayiha kan mstaghrib

me: dalal shfeech?

dalal: shnu hatha 3ala eedich?

me: umm madri

it was the cut x_x

dalal: fay t7achay a3arifich laman tchathbeen

me: dalal i started cutting

dalal: laish?! ma ra7 ynfi3ich! youre hurting urself and the people around u who love u, ma ra7 too9leen 7ag shay, it wont help!

me: dalal it makes me happy

dalal: ee bas please stop, i'll help u, talk to me, i'll be ur therapist

me: okay, thank you

her face kan a9far

me: dalool laish wayhich a9far?

dalal: trakt khaled

me: ee 9a7! galee! nsait, laish?

dalal: mabee hal 5arabee6, especially not with ur cousin! w t3tabraina ukhouch!

me: kaifich, bas itha btiz3leen ohwa y7ibich and ma ra7 tlageen a7san mna

dalal: madri ashoof, i still love him bas lazem afakir, hes changing

me: okay! 9a7 ure right, he is changing

ga3adna nsoolif abt the girls and school and everything

today is our last day blchalet

its sunday bas ma fee madrisa, 3a6oona day off, khalaty wiya their kids ra7aw ams coz 3ndhum school today fa bas ana w khaled w dalal blchalet w nasser yay 3al ghada

abdullah was talking to me, telling me about him while khaled and dalal went walking to talk about their relationship

he was very sweet

he was also attractive

he held my hand

i smiled bas i knew ina i love nasser w only nasser

me: abdullah please bas, ent mithil my brother

abdullah: sorry fay bas ure my weakness

aww

me: its ok, bas please dont do this

abdullah: inshallah

hes polite bas sawa ily sawaa because he loves me, he couldnt stop himself (im not being a snob bas thats what he said)

abdullah didnt know why dalal and khaled went walking, i just told him ina they both wanna walk fa they went together

irja3aw w kan shakilhum happy

dalal whispered in my ear: fay, we decided just to be frineds

me: thats good

i winked at khaled

HAHA kan shakilna ghaby w abdullah mstaghrib

9arat il sa3a 3:00 , ya nasser, fa 7a6aw ilghada


kalaina bara because the weather was great, it was warm


kan fee wa7da bas itmur 9oub our chalet, she was pretty


kanat labsa a beautiful white dress, kanat 7ada pink lipstock, her hair was long and wavy, she was soo beautiful

kanat it5iz nasser

narfizatny

w nasser 6ab3an 3ayish il dour, tith7akla bnt jameela

dashait dakhil w 9a3adt to my room

i took the knife

i thought: la2 fay use ur brain

bas i couldnt, it was addicting, thats how a6ali3 7arity

i did it, i cut

blood blood blood

it hurt, i was crying

nasser: fay open the door

me: NO, WAIT!

nasser: fay shfeech gooleeli

imsawee nafsa innocent

me: please nasser rou7

nasser: fay feech shay!

he opened the door

nasser: shnu hatha?!

he got lots of tissues and put them on my hand

me: AYYY! YTHBA7!

nasser: sh9ar?

me: nasser, i cut

nasser: shnu?!

me: rou7 la7ad eshoofna

nasser: gltlohum raye7 il 7amam lat 5afeen, why do u cut?!

there was a moment of silence

....: shsawait ib fay????!!!!

Chapter 15

me: shnu??

khaled: laish nasser za3lan w abdullah ma y6la3?

me: bagoolik ba mu tz3al!

khaled: goolay

i told him everything

khaled: la2, la2 mu 9j!

me: shfeek?

khaled: my best friends fight over my cousin

me: shasawee

khaled: basich, ma wa9eech, maby relationships w hal 5arabee6

shfeeh glab 3alay, galy awal 3ady i talk to nasser, w shnu nsa ena ohwa w dalal ib relationship?

me: inshallah

r7t nmt chna ma 9ar shay

the next day nasser rad ilbait la2ana kan 3nda family gathering, and rabe3 khaled radaw also 7ag their families ila abdullah

laman ra7 nasser kan imbayen 3ala wayh abdullah ina mstanis

nasser sent me a bbm

nasser: fay please i trust you, mu ygi9 3alaich hatha

me: im only yours <3

nasser: ;** have fun

me: thanks

me, dalal, khaled, abdullah and my cousins played games w we had fun

sawaina picnic 3ab ba7ar

the weather was great w stanasna ma3 ba3ath, kl wa7ed ga3ed esoolif w egool funny stories

ghabat il shams w kl wa7ed dash dakhil

khaled: 3abood imsh ntmasha

abdullah: yallah

they went w 6awilawwww!

me and dalal got sooo bored fa we went to the jam3iya to see candies w in3aliq 3ala the food, adri we're crazy!

mshaina chan ashoof wa7ed, he looked familiar

garabt wala y6la3 khaled

he was smoking

i was surprised

me: khaled, ent i--tttt-tt-da-5eee-nn?

khaled: FAY?!

me: khaled laish?

khaled: fay 5aleeny afahmich

me: khaled bas ! shlon itsawy chthy? w abdullah shlon t5aly?!

and i ran back to the chalet

as i was running tears were flying from my cheeks

dalal was running after me

dalal: fay! wait!

i ran upstairs to my room

knt 7ail im3a9ba

knt ba6ali3 7arity bas ma 3araft shlon

i scratched myself with my long nail on purpose

ma nifa3, ma irta7t

i sneaked into the kitchen and took a knife

9a3adt foug w sadait il bab

knock knock

dalal: fay fichay!

me: 5aleeny abee alone time

dalal: okay bas please haday

im glad she didnt see me with the knife

i got it and scratched my arm

it hurt, it bleeded bas it made me feel better

6ala3t 7arity

i thought for a while: ana shga3da asawee? yanait? bas then i thought ina it only makes me feel better

nashaft il dam w nashaft il sacheena

5ashait il sacheena bl closet

insida7t for a while chan i get a message:

hello beautiful, 5athait ur number mn telephone khalood, la tz3leen
abdullah

wai3 klish mu wakta, shyabee

i ignored

he called after 5 min

me: na3am?

abdullah: la tz3leen mn khaled, wla mny, i will convince him to stop

me: okayy thanks, bye

abdullah: wait

me: yes?

abdullah: whats ur pin?

me: sorry, bye

abdullah: you'll give it to me soon, bye

WAI3 I HATE HIM!

*dalals side*

dalal: khaled, ta3al shway

khaled: yes?

dalal: sorry bas im gonna end this, hatha ghala6 w ent itda5in

khaled: please dont

dalal: im sorry

and she walked away

khaled nafseeta kanat ta3bana

dazly bbm

khaled: sorry fay, ana ghal6an, w tara fay left me

me: forget about it, ana banam w bacher we'll talk

i fell asleep

Chapter 14

It was nasser Nasser: rdaw 3alay! Shga3den tsawoon!!?? Me: nasser wala shay! Abdullah: ana ba93ad foug Nasser: eg3ad ihny laman a3arif sh9ayer! Abdullah: ma 9ar shay! Nasser: 3ayal laish fay galat wa5er?! Abdullah: knt 7as iny ba6ee7 chan amsikha w fakirat ghala6 I was soo mad shnu hal chathab! Shasawee?! I tell him the truth? Nasser: mhmm Abdullah: yallah baroo7 foug Me: ana ba6la3 atmasha Nasser: fay g3day ihny Me: laish? Nasser: g3day fahamtay?? Me: nasser ma ashtighil 3ndk itgooly shasawee!!!! And I walked away I could feel his anger He came and grabbed my hand Me: nasser wa5er 3any! Nasser: shnu fee baynkum? Me: nasser ma fee shay wallah la tfakir ghala6! I thought u trusted me w 3ala shay '3aby bt5arib ily baina? Nasser: 67tay minute 3ayni, ba3d tchathbeen? Me: mashkoor mat ga9er ana chathaba okay mashy Nasser: fay lat rou7en 3any ana a7ibich!! Me: bas 5ala9 nasser I went upstairs to my room and started crying!! I heard a knock Me: mno????!! Nasser: ana Me: please please rou7! Nasser: fay sorry Me: bas 5ala9 3adi Nasser: gooleeli shnu 9ar Me: okay al7een a6la3 w inrou7 il kitchen Nasser: okayy Msa7t idmou3i w nizalna I told him everything Nasser: I'm sorry, adri inich bnt san3a, bas ana 3alma hal kalb Me: nasser please lat sawee shay Gam berou7 ikaf5a Msakt eeda 7ail He looked at my hand wain knt maskita and then he looked at me Me: please nasser lat sawee shay Nasser: 3ashanich bas Me: lat waree ina fee shay baina please ra7 y3arif Nasser: inshallah Chan antibih ina ma shlt eedie Shlt'ha Me: let's go 3nduhum Nasser: okay bas 6l3ay gabli Me: ok R7t wadait deal bara w n6arna nasser Ba3dain abdullah ya La3abna like nothing happened bas intabhaw I was upset Me: la bas ta3bana shway Maram (my cousin): mtakda? Me: ee Khaled won the game (as usual) Me: ya enta ya khaled He smiled Amoooot 3ala khaled (as a brother) Malaina fa we all went to the jam3iya Kl wa7ed sharala akel w snacks Bl '3a9b kafaina bl sayara Us girls sat bl daba ( it was a huge car) W il boys jdam Radaina w kalaina Finally my mom and aunts came We all decided to go to sleep The girls klohom namaw ib my room w the boys 3nd khaled Kan fee rooms bas a7la sleepovers! Khaled knocked on the door I let him in He was staring at dalal w ihya kanat 7ailll msta7ya Me: khalood! 6agaita! Khaled: ta3alay bara fay ba7acheech Me: ok 6la3na Khaled: sh9ayer Ma 3araft arid

Chapter 13

I hung up really quickly me: ee ga3da it was my mom mama: yallah namay shna6ra? bacher bnroo7 ilchalet w 5alatich bkonoun ihnak my heart was beating so fast, she was very close to catching me talk to nasser me: mama laish ma glteely? ma jahazt aghra'6y mama: 3ady 7abebte there is time, w 3zmay dalool la2ana khaled 3azim rab3a me: ok thank you mummy t9bi7en 3ala 5air i wondered if nasser was invited akeed hes khaled's closest friend i bbmed dalal me: PING!!! dalool bacher ray7een ilchalet w 5alaty yayeen with their kids w khaled 3azim rab3a, tyeen? PING!!! PING!!! dalal: gawamteeny mn ilnoum shtabeen? ah ok ayee me: yay couple power! dalal: entay maynoona? shno couple power? me: ana w nasser, entay w khaled we're all gonna be there then i realized nasser! i have to apologize for hanging up dalal:ee lol im exited me: yallah gn then i bbmed nasser me: sorry nasser my mom came w kanat btchikny nasser: i figured me: i love you! you understand me nasser: bacher yaya ilchalet? me: ee :D nasser: ashoofich bacher yallah namay fayo! me: inshallah inshallah the next day i packed my bag, wore my yellow juicy training suit, put my hair in a messy bun, applied mascara and lipgloss and went downstairs mama: ana al7een baroo7 ilchalet fashla 5alatich yan6iroon, entay iklay ryoog w ta3alay ma3a khalood me: inshallah i ate with khaled then we picked up nasser and left i had to sit in the back 3ashan the boys yg3idoon in front when nasser entered he was staring at me he was wearing baige shorts and an orange hollister shirt nasser: ilsalam me: hi khaled: hello nasser sent me a bbm nasser: allah ityanineen mnawra a7ibich :* i blushed me: hehe thank you nasser! bas laish mat gool jidam khalood, after all yadree nasser: ee fashla mthl o5ouch ohwa then the three of us ga3adna insolif about everything w kalayna snacks we arrived and dalal came after us salamna 3alal my aunts 5alty fatma 3ndaha two kids: faisal (he's 18) w farah (also 18) (twins) 5alty manal 3ndaha three kids: rawan (she's 19) w maram (she's 17) w ibrahim (he's 11) 5alty madawi 3ndaha one kid: ahmad (he's 15) (akbar mny ib two months) ba3dain rabe3 khaled yaw (two more boys) : issa w abdullah we all ate lunch then blail we decided to do a fire la2ana kan bardddd w my mom and aunts ra7aw chalet their friend solafna chan adish ilbait bayeeb deal then i heard a voice behind me abdullah: fay ba7acheech ta3alay gabl la iyee a7ad me: ok abdullah: fay tara ana 7abaitich me: mashkoor.. i walked away chan yamsikny mn my hand me: wa5er! then someone came ...: what are u doing?!

Chapter 12

I was sooo shocked! The girls were staring at her, also shocked. I didn't know what to say! Me: wl ma6loub? Her: ta3alay hnak ba7acheech So we went out of the ma63am. Her: bas bagoolich ba3day 3an nasser aw b9eer shay 3umrich ma shftee. Me: entay mnu?? W shtabeeen? Her: bagoolich ana mnu: ana wa7da a7ib nasser. Me: kamlayy Her: a5af athayi3 waktich. Me: kamlay zain Her: nasser i9eer cousin my friend, w laman shfta byam3at'hom, 7abaita, fa I found him on twitter w sawaytla follow Me: shlon u found me? Her: dawart bl followers w ur the only girl I found, sa2alta 3anich chan igooly entay shakoo?, w shft your avatar on twitter, when u tweeted omw to avenues I decided to come meet u. Me: shlon kalamti? Her: dm ;) Wayy barda 8atheetha Her: ok yallah bye 7ayaty, ma wa9eech And she walked away. Dalal came to me. Dalal: shfeech, mno hathy? I told her every detail. Dalal wanted to go have a fight with her but I pulled her back. We went to the girls and they asked who she was. Me: oh ihya my enemy ib kg, we talked 3an our enemy days w we made things better. Tashyeer ;p Maryam: 3ayal shakoo galat ana wa7da akrihich w madri shnu? Me: that's the phrase she used to use, so she said it to remind me. Maryam: ahaa We finished w I thanked them, then I went home. I sent nasser a bbm. Me: 67t min 3ayny, it7achy wa7da? Nasser: ?? Fahamta klshay Nasser: wai3 wai3 sh'hal lazga, wallah ma7ibha, ihya lazga feeny min gabil la 3arfich Me: ok sorry ma knt adree I didnt believe him and he knew it, so he called Me: aloo Nasser: hello, shlonich Me: zaina Nasser: tara wallah ma fee baina shay, kanat awal itdizlee dms w itghazel, bas knt agool thanks, ba3dain when I fell in love with u gmt a7girha, chan itshik w itdawer ana mno a7achee Me: ok Nasser: bardaa Me: nasser! Nasser: I love you! I giggled Then I heard a voice ..: fay entay ga3da?