i woke up to the smell of pancakes
i had to wake up..
I LOVE PANCAKES
kan fee tray 3ala the floor fee pancakes w orange juice
there wasnt anyone in the room so i guessed it was for me :p
i brushed my teeth then went to my pancakes
shlt'hum w ga3dt on my bed and started eating
someone knocked on my door
me: come in!
khaled: how is ur breakfast in bed?
me: great thank you, bas 9adigny ma ra7 ansa
khaled: adri, ana ghla6t w wallah ra7 ajarib awagif
me: thats why i love u!
he left chan tyee dalool
me: dalal sorry ams 7gartich and i was mean im sure u understand
dalal: laaa 3adi i know how u feel angel
i gave her a huge smile :D
wayiha kan mstaghrib
me: dalal shfeech?
dalal: shnu hatha 3ala eedich?
me: umm madri
it was the cut x_x
dalal: fay t7achay a3arifich laman tchathbeen
me: dalal i started cutting
dalal: laish?! ma ra7 ynfi3ich! youre hurting urself and the people around u who love u, ma ra7 too9leen 7ag shay, it wont help!
me: dalal it makes me happy
dalal: ee bas please stop, i'll help u, talk to me, i'll be ur therapist
me: okay, thank you
her face kan a9far
me: dalool laish wayhich a9far?
dalal: trakt khaled
me: ee 9a7! galee! nsait, laish?
dalal: mabee hal 5arabee6, especially not with ur cousin! w t3tabraina ukhouch!
me: kaifich, bas itha btiz3leen ohwa y7ibich and ma ra7 tlageen a7san mna
dalal: madri ashoof, i still love him bas lazem afakir, hes changing
me: okay! 9a7 ure right, he is changing
ga3adna nsoolif abt the girls and school and everything
today is our last day blchalet
its sunday bas ma fee madrisa, 3a6oona day off, khalaty wiya their kids ra7aw ams coz 3ndhum school today fa bas ana w khaled w dalal blchalet w nasser yay 3al ghada
abdullah was talking to me, telling me about him while khaled and dalal went walking to talk about their relationship
he was very sweet
he was also attractive
he held my hand
i smiled bas i knew ina i love nasser w only nasser
me: abdullah please bas, ent mithil my brother
abdullah: sorry fay bas ure my weakness
aww
me: its ok, bas please dont do this
abdullah: inshallah
hes polite bas sawa ily sawaa because he loves me, he couldnt stop himself (im not being a snob bas thats what he said)
abdullah didnt know why dalal and khaled went walking, i just told him ina they both wanna walk fa they went together
irja3aw w kan shakilhum happy
dalal whispered in my ear: fay, we decided just to be frineds
me: thats good
i winked at khaled
HAHA kan shakilna ghaby w abdullah mstaghrib
9arat il sa3a 3:00 , ya nasser, fa 7a6aw ilghada
kalaina bara because the weather was great, it was warm
kan fee wa7da bas itmur 9oub our chalet, she was pretty
kanat labsa a beautiful white dress, kanat 7ada pink lipstock, her hair was long and wavy, she was soo beautiful
kanat it5iz nasser
narfizatny
w nasser 6ab3an 3ayish il dour, tith7akla bnt jameela
dashait dakhil w 9a3adt to my room
i took the knife
i thought: la2 fay use ur brain
bas i couldnt, it was addicting, thats how a6ali3 7arity
i did it, i cut
blood blood blood
it hurt, i was crying
nasser: fay open the door
me: NO, WAIT!
nasser: fay shfeech gooleeli
imsawee nafsa innocent
me: please nasser rou7
nasser: fay feech shay!
he opened the door
nasser: shnu hatha?!
he got lots of tissues and put them on my hand
me: AYYY! YTHBA7!
nasser: sh9ar?
me: nasser, i cut
nasser: shnu?!
me: rou7 la7ad eshoofna
nasser: gltlohum raye7 il 7amam lat 5afeen, why do u cut?!
there was a moment of silence
....: shsawait ib fay????!!!!
i had to wake up..
I LOVE PANCAKES
kan fee tray 3ala the floor fee pancakes w orange juice
there wasnt anyone in the room so i guessed it was for me :p
i brushed my teeth then went to my pancakes
shlt'hum w ga3dt on my bed and started eating
someone knocked on my door
me: come in!
khaled: how is ur breakfast in bed?
me: great thank you, bas 9adigny ma ra7 ansa
khaled: adri, ana ghla6t w wallah ra7 ajarib awagif
me: thats why i love u!
he left chan tyee dalool
me: dalal sorry ams 7gartich and i was mean im sure u understand
dalal: laaa 3adi i know how u feel angel
i gave her a huge smile :D
wayiha kan mstaghrib
me: dalal shfeech?
dalal: shnu hatha 3ala eedich?
me: umm madri
it was the cut x_x
dalal: fay t7achay a3arifich laman tchathbeen
me: dalal i started cutting
dalal: laish?! ma ra7 ynfi3ich! youre hurting urself and the people around u who love u, ma ra7 too9leen 7ag shay, it wont help!
me: dalal it makes me happy
dalal: ee bas please stop, i'll help u, talk to me, i'll be ur therapist
me: okay, thank you
her face kan a9far
me: dalool laish wayhich a9far?
dalal: trakt khaled
me: ee 9a7! galee! nsait, laish?
dalal: mabee hal 5arabee6, especially not with ur cousin! w t3tabraina ukhouch!
me: kaifich, bas itha btiz3leen ohwa y7ibich and ma ra7 tlageen a7san mna
dalal: madri ashoof, i still love him bas lazem afakir, hes changing
me: okay! 9a7 ure right, he is changing
ga3adna nsoolif abt the girls and school and everything
today is our last day blchalet
its sunday bas ma fee madrisa, 3a6oona day off, khalaty wiya their kids ra7aw ams coz 3ndhum school today fa bas ana w khaled w dalal blchalet w nasser yay 3al ghada
abdullah was talking to me, telling me about him while khaled and dalal went walking to talk about their relationship
he was very sweet
he was also attractive
he held my hand
i smiled bas i knew ina i love nasser w only nasser
me: abdullah please bas, ent mithil my brother
abdullah: sorry fay bas ure my weakness
aww
me: its ok, bas please dont do this
abdullah: inshallah
hes polite bas sawa ily sawaa because he loves me, he couldnt stop himself (im not being a snob bas thats what he said)
abdullah didnt know why dalal and khaled went walking, i just told him ina they both wanna walk fa they went together
irja3aw w kan shakilhum happy
dalal whispered in my ear: fay, we decided just to be frineds
me: thats good
i winked at khaled
HAHA kan shakilna ghaby w abdullah mstaghrib
9arat il sa3a 3:00 , ya nasser, fa 7a6aw ilghada
kalaina bara because the weather was great, it was warm
kan fee wa7da bas itmur 9oub our chalet, she was pretty
kanat labsa a beautiful white dress, kanat 7ada pink lipstock, her hair was long and wavy, she was soo beautiful
kanat it5iz nasser
narfizatny
w nasser 6ab3an 3ayish il dour, tith7akla bnt jameela
dashait dakhil w 9a3adt to my room
i took the knife
i thought: la2 fay use ur brain
bas i couldnt, it was addicting, thats how a6ali3 7arity
i did it, i cut
blood blood blood
it hurt, i was crying
nasser: fay open the door
me: NO, WAIT!
nasser: fay shfeech gooleeli
imsawee nafsa innocent
me: please nasser rou7
nasser: fay feech shay!
he opened the door
nasser: shnu hatha?!
he got lots of tissues and put them on my hand
me: AYYY! YTHBA7!
nasser: sh9ar?
me: nasser, i cut
nasser: shnu?!
me: rou7 la7ad eshoofna
nasser: gltlohum raye7 il 7amam lat 5afeen, why do u cut?!
there was a moment of silence
....: shsawait ib fay????!!!!
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