Know Regrets- Post 1

Hey, this post will be short and will be the only one til thursday then im posting non-stop, enjoy x
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ring ring ring

me: "alo?"

mariam: "lina ana bara na6ritich sa3a laysh ma yetay? yala youre ruining the first day of our last summer before senior year!"

me: "bismilla kalayteeni yala ya ya!"

Maryoum is my best friend, tifhamni. when I'm upset shes there, I dont know how she just is. she makes me laugh when im down, she makes me smile. I've known her since I was two when our mothers were doing their masters in London and they met. Our families are really close<3.

We left to julai3a where her brother, ahmad was. Her family and my family weren't coming until the next day.

Ahmad has had a crush on me since I was young, I haven't seen him in ages, he just came back from uni in California. He's 19 (he decided to finish his studies at KU) while we are 16.

Ahmad: "lina! kibarna wala mi7lawa."

me: "hello to u too"

i blushed

he had a simple, muscular body with wavy hair down to the middle of his ear

mariam: "ahmad fee a7ad wiyak?"

ahmad: "ehh bs rfeejy faisal"

faisal: "hala, ana faisal"

my eyes grew wide, my face became pale

mariam noticed and nudged me

Faisal? ma ghaira?
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Know Regrets- Intro

Hey guys Im back!Im gonna make a bigger and better story, I hope you enjoy. The story before wasn't fully true just some parts happened in my life. This story is 99% fiction. Enjoy and help me get readers x Also if you're upset, down or need advice im always here, i wont tell anyone you can come DM me.

Chapter 36

this chapter is dedicated to my beautiful friend: @sabachaALH enjoy x ...

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so we followed him and he took us to the first row with mama

we were surprised

katy was in front of us

we talk to her and the show started

it was so romantic, nasser gave me a Cartier ring from the love collection the gold one with the diamond

a555 i love it its si beautiful

5ala9na il concert and katy 3a6at each married couple 100 dollars to have fun

kan 7da wanasa it was a night to remember

even mama danced and sang along! =))

a week passed and we got back to kuwait

i did my wedding i was very nervous

i invited nicole , she came

me: dalool ana 5ayfa 7eel

dalal: stansay its ur night! YOLO

i was laughing a lot

me: a7bch

mama came w 6b3an she was crying a river

the night went by so fast, i had so much fun

nicole: u look pretty! i love u!

me: thanks nicole! u look pretty too

when nasser was supposed to come all the colorful dresses turned black

fj2a everyone was wearing their abayas lol iit was weird it changed from colorful to dull

nicole gave me a look ena why did the 9la turn black

i told dalal to talk to her


dalal: hey im fays best friend


nicole: hiya!


dalal: they r covering up thats all


nicole: ohh should i?


dalal laughed: its up to u

nasser came to me kissed my head and sat down

nasser: hala bl zain sh'hal jamal ya 7lwa

and i was surprised to see baba

i looked to my right and found mama not covered up

me: mama! mama lash mo labsa 7jabch

mama: ana w ubouch tizawjna

me: w lash ma gltole

mama: 3shan tntabhain b3rsch, 2 in 1!

me: mabrok mama w baba

baba kissed my head

baba: mabrok ya bnayte sam7eni 3ala kl shay

the night was over

allaaaah it was unbelievable

the next night was dalal and khaleds milcha

dalal: fayou ana 5ayfa

me: wa a5eran 7saitay bsh3ure

i had to go down 7g il guests

when she went down i guided her

i love her 3eny dami3at

when khaled came in i wanted to go hug him bs may9er hes not my brother

7abebe 7sbat o5ouy wayed mstansa lhum

i went to him and held his hand

me: mabrok

people were staring nut at least dalal knew ena hes like my brother and ena we grew up in the same house together

wayed estansna w 5athayna break min uni

everyday i would go out with dalal

me: dalool ma tben 3rs?

dalal: l2 ana w khaled 8rrna ma naby we wanted a simple mlcha

me: ok good

days passed we went to america and finished our studies

we graduated and mama, baba, khaled, dalal came to see us

we went out for lunch then the next week back to kuwait

i started feeling sick and tired

kl yoom azaw3

nasser: shfech?

me: madre

my mother came

mama: fay 7abibte tnasain?

me: umm mama wala madre

staghrabt

nmt ib baitna wiya mama w nasser

baba: fay nayma 3ndna ilyoom?

me: ehh baba

mama: a7is'ha tnasa

baba: enshala golaw amen!

all of us: amen

the next morning mama woke me up

mama: fayoun mama gomay ybtlch pregnancy test

fazait w r7t chayakt

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it was positive

me: MAMA, NASSER, BABA... ANA 7AMEL!

they were all so happy

i told all my family and friends

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9 months later

my due date garb i didnt work nasser was working kan wayed 5ayf 3lai w3adne after my pregnancy i work

me: OUCH! MAMA! NASSER! BABA! HOSPITAL!

 i went i was happy to find mama, nasser and dalal by my side

me: mama wayn bnte?

mama: kahe

i instantly fell in love, my beautiful own daughter i started crying

i was ready to start a new life, me and my family, right here in kuwait..

THE END!

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thank you so much for the support i appreciate every little bit! ive learned a lot thank you, hope u all enjoyed, if u need me ask me: ask.fm/kuwaitteenlove i wont be on twitter much bs itha u need me ask and i will sign in, yes im talking to u girls! u know who u r! ymkn akamil 3ala 7asb how many peopl eyabony.. ok thank you goodbye loves! <3

Chapter 35

JLo

Me: mama shofay its JLo!

Jlo: umm yes?

Me: hi! I cant believe its actually u

Kanat labsa disguise na’6ara akbr mn wayiha w baseball cap w a huge hoodie

JLo: yeah its me don’t make a big deal please I don’t want the paps after me

Me: ok don’t worry can I just take a picture

JLo: yes of course

We let the cashier e9awrny ana w mama wiyaha

Il7mdlla ma kan fee a7ad in the ma7al

JLo: so where r u from

Mama: Kuwait

JLo: cool it was great meeting u

Me: it was great meeting u

Lamait’ha

Ktbt pm: just met JLo !:D

I got two pings

Dalal: u met her??

Me: ehh

Dalal: 7ath! Umbay wdy ashoufha

Me: bad luck :)

The second ping kanat mn laya

Laya: salmeely 3alaiha

Me: lol ra7at

Laya: where did u see her

Me: dress store

Laya: aha

Lafaina w lafaina w ham ma lgaina dress

Mama: shrayech en5ay6lch a dress?

Me: eh walal lash ma fakarna feha

R7na ma7al their dresses nafs my style

Me: hello, do u design dresses for customers?

Lady: hi oh yes we do

Me: I want to design my wedding dress

Lady: ok sure show me what u want and our designer will design it and for u know he has designed red carpet dresses for taylor swift, khloe kardashian and many more

Me: great

Risamtlaha my perfect wedding dress

Lady: I’ll get back to u as soon as I can

When we got home

Nasser: u met JLo?

Me: yes

Nasser: ya 7athich wala

Me: adree

Mama: afa 3laik ana 9wart wiyaha

Nasser: yah yah

Mama: imshaw nrou7 thai restaurant

Nasser: la khalti walahna 3ala 6bakhich

Mama: enshala mn 3youne il7een asawe lkum m6abag zbaidy

My mother is famous in our family mn her m6abag zbaidy

Me: allah allah itha taben mos3da goleli

Me: 3ad 3ndch il ashya2

Mama: afa 3alaikum ana ansa ayeb mn lkuwait il ashya2 7g 6bakhi

Sawat il akl w kalaina

We were like a tiny family nshaweg

Ba3ad ma khala9na ma 3rfna shnsawee

Me: shraykum nrou7 concert? Katy perry is coming to florida

Mama: haw w ana aye?

Me: eh mama 3eshay 7ayatich

Lgait tickets bl front row 7jazna

3 days later

Me: time for the concert

Rkabna nassers new car and we were on our way

Bbm

Me: dalol!

Dalal: ha?

Me: im omw katy perrys concert

Dalal: tadren iny ma wa6nha have fun

Me: maskena we will thanks

We were early

Guy at the door: r u a married couple?

Me: yes

Guy: and she is probably ur mother?

Me: yes

Guy: may I see ur tickets

We showed him

Guy: married couple follow me..

Chapter 34

staghrabt

il9ot mo ghareeb 3alai klish

Me: mno?

..: ana abdullah

i didnt know what to do jad knt 7ady 5ayfa

shb9er baina w bain nasser?

the voice of doom haunted me

there were many thoughts in my mind

hatha ma yst7i? shbe9er wiya nasser? sheno nasser bsawee? shbasawee? shlon aftak mna? mo tzawaj? shyabee feeny?

n7arajt jad knt 5ayfa

i hung up

it was rude bs il 9ra7a? ystahel!

madree agol 7g nasser

glt 5aleeny at9rf bro7y 3ashan ma y9er bnasser shay

he kept calling

after 5 calls i answered

Me: shtabee? ent ma tst7ee?  mo tzawajt? 5alny ana w nasser n3eesh 7ayatna bsik sa5afa tara jad ma9a5t'ha

Abdullah: ma7ad hamny ghairich

Me: ana 3almik

I closed it bwayha

knt bagool 7ag ay a7ad mn his family bs madree mno!

I went to  Nasser

Me: hala nassoor

Nasser: hala wala

Me: bas2lk shism murt Abdullah?

Nasser: reem al flani lash?

Me: la bs bghait a3rf

I searched her on twitter

Lgait’ha

Il7mdela she had an ask

R7t on her ask w I said:

I need u to follow me back on twitter follow me bs don’t publish

Luckily she replies 2 mins later: ok mno?

I gave her my twitter name

She followed

Me: hello

Her: hi

I told her who I was and 3an il salfa how it all started how he fell in love with me

Her: bsich chthb Abdullah e7ibne ana w bs

Me: ok mashee inshoof

Abee plan athbitlaha ena 7aywan ga9 3alayha

Ga3adt afaker chan edig

I decided to record it

Abdullah: hala wallah

Me: ithlif ro7 3nd murtik ana mtzawja w a5af raby

Abdullah: entay murty hatheek ba6aligha lama ashba3 mnha

9akait il recording w I hung up

I sent her a DM

Me: I have a recording, add me bbm w adizlich iya

She added me and I sent it

Me: sorry wala maby a5arb bainkum bs may9er ynga9 3alaich w 3aib ana mtzawja

Her: L

Me: sam3ee khalty um Abdullah don’t tell him ay shay

Her: ok thanks

Me: 7abebte np

The next day I woke up 3ala 9rakh Nasser

Nasser: ent wala 7a8eer!

He came to me

Nasser: fay yal chalba lash ma glteeli

Me: sheno?

Nasser: 3an hal 7a8eer

Me: Nasser ma knt abee a3a9bik wala

My mother woke up

Mama: sh’hal 9rakh hatha?

Nasser:  Abdullah tathkireena? Edig 3ala fay w yabeeha w ihya mo gaylatli!

Mama: fayou lash mo gaylatla

Me: yuma ma knt abee yz3al w y3a9eb

Mama: nassoor 7abebe t7ibk fay wala w ma kanat tabeek tkoon 3ala a39abik

Nasser: adree asif knt 3ala a39aby wayed ghrt 3alaiha

I ran to him and hugged him

Me: 7abebe

I told them what I did with his wife

Mama: lash? Ta9arofat yahal!

Nasser: la a7san 3ashan t3rf 7a8ee8ta

Me: ma knt abeeha tktshf w tz3al w lazem y3arfoun ena hatha mo hayen na9ab

Mama: 9aja wala

Mama: chan glteli a3arf uma ana

Mama decided to call his mother

His mother: darait w ana mt2asfa wala fashalny

Mama: la 7abebte la yhimich e7na nadree bs golele sh9ar 3ala murta

His mother: t2asaflaha w bas eedha w ihya tmoot 3alay sami7ta ba3d bs aked z3ilat awal shay w wa3adha ena ma ra7 edig 3ala fay w galat enha btsa3da ynsaha

Mama: ehh ashwa yala enshoufich

His mother: mta 3rskum?

Mama: laman ared lkuwait

His mother: enshala

And they hung up

After 1 hr ana w mama tf8na nrou7 nshtry dress

Lbast a blue jump suit wiya a silver jacket w r7na

We walked and went to street kla kan fee boutiques malot wedding dresses

Dashaina ma7al kan 7ail kash5a

Lfait chan ashouf…

Chapter 33

nasser: ta3alay shoofay

i ran outside the room

me: mama!

mama: 7abebte knt abee asawelcih mfaja2a

she gave me a warm hug

mama: yala mta nrou7 nyeeblich ur wedding dress?

me: tawich u came rta7ay awal

mama: ehh wala 9aja banamly shwaya

i showed her the guest room

me: hathy 9arat ur room

mama: yala goodnight

me: ay goodnight il9b7 3ndna anyways ana ba3ad barid anam

mama: ma 3ndkum jam3a?

me: mama l2 nsaitay 7na ib america on sunday ma fee dwam

mama: wee 97 nsait

instead of going to sleep i made them breakfast

i made them pancakes w eggs

i made fresh orange juice

they woke up and ate  it all up ;p

mama: 3ndy mofaja2a thanya lich

me: allah hal shahar kla mofaja2at sheno?

mama: khaled w dalool byamlichon nafs sbou3 3rsch

me: 9j???????

mama: ehh

me: w l3rs?

mama: ma yabon 3rs

me: lash?

mama: yabon shay simple

i called dalal

dalal: alo?

me: alo? lash ma glteeli???????????

dalal: cause omich kanat tabe tfaj2ich! kan wdy agolich bs ma 5alouny wala!

me: eh ok

dalal: nsaitay ena fee time difference yal chalba il fayer 3ndna

me: wee 97 soryy

dalal: bye banam

me: bye

i bbmed khaled

i knew it was il fayer bs 3nad w bkoon bl duwaneya

me: PING!!!

khaled: fayoouu miss u

me: mabrok! :*

khaled: ebarek fech

me: yala roo7 nam

khaled: l2 duwaneya

me: i knew it

five minutes later i got a phone call from kuwait

me: alo?

...: a7bch w bt9ereen lee ana w bs

Chapter 32

me: nasser yala gom! its our fist day in college quick..

nasser: yala bagom

i changed into my black skinny jeans and wore my bright yellow shirt

i applied mascara , eyeliner and fuchsia lipstick

i left my long straight hair the way it is

nasser still didnt wake up

me: nasser! ma gmt? ana tijahazt baro7 bye bye

nasser: la2 n6reeny!

me: ok

nasser: help me get up

i pulled him out

i got my hollister bag out and put ina binder with a few papers and pens

nasser: fayou saweely nafsich please

me: in zain -.-

i got him a binder, papers and pens

me: yala ana banzil na6rtk down

nasser: ok

as i was going down to the lobby i saw

abdullah

abdullah: hala hala fay wala 9dfat

me: ehh haha

abdullah: wain nasser?

me: nazel il7een :)

ashkara he wants me mo 9dfa

abdullah: khal9 3yal ashoofch

me: enshala

in my mind i was like enshala l2 :)
 

when nasser came down i told him

nasser: wala 78eer hatha

me: nasser calm down awal yoom jam3a nothing bi5arb 3alaina

nasser: okay 

we went 

hand in hand

i love him

it was great we met new people

i made friends with a girl called emily

shes a great person

we have wayd in common shes an only child too

i told her about my family and that im a new bride

she has a best friend 

he was a boy

i met him

emily: fay this is my best friend josh

me: hi josh nice to meet u im from kuwait

josh: oh hello how r u

me: im great thank u what about u?

josh: im fine

nasser came from the cafeteria

he already met emily

me: nasser this is josh emily's best friend and josh this is nasser my husband

josh: wow youre married?

me: we just got married

josh: pregnant yet?

nasser 3a6a na'6ra

me: no no not yet

josh: oh ok

we ate together

nasser: shfeeh hatha y5zch

me: nasser bsik!

nasser: kaifi aghar 3ala murti 7abebte

misak eedie and he kissed it

emily: aww how cute

nasser: so josh have u got a girlfriend

josh: yes i have

me: shft w ent tghar ma ra7 yfakir ila feeha

nasser: l2ny amot 3laich

 me: akthar

college was very fun and easy

the teachers were so fun

the students were really friendly

we made many friends

abdullah rad kuwait w tizawaj his cousin bs ma kan yabeeha tzawajha la2na his dad wanted him to

days passed and therewas nothing upsetting enough for me to cut

nasser always checked on me and my cutting all the time

our apartment was cosy and warm we loved it

every friday night we watches different movies and ate a lot, we ordered junk food

we called it movie night

why should i cut? fe shay ghala6 b7yate? l2 ma fe il 7mdila allah ma36eeny 3ayla w rayel w nas y7iboune w n3m wayd mala da3y i cut fa i quit shway shway

it was hard bs i got through it with the help of 7bebe nassor

mama called

me: mama! i miss you

mama: wala ana akthar 7abebte

she told me about baba

me: mama 9j!! rj3ela 3ashan laman ayeb yahil in koun 3ayla kbeera wiya 3yal khalood enshala

mama: rja3tla

me: hiya! sh5bar khalod?

mama: b5air il 7mdilla

me: yala mama miss u mta tyeen

mama: enshala 7jazt 7g 3 days from now 6yarte bacher

me: hiyaa!

mama: yala mama maby a6awil 3alaykum

me: bye a7bich

sha5bari dalal

dshait 3alayha bbm w solafna

me: dalal miss u!!

dalal: il7een u ask about me?

me: sorry yal kalba

dalal: haaha miss u too

me:  sha5barch wiya khalood

dalal: we're great nafs 7alatna

me: aha yala tzawijaw

dalal: okay shlonich wiya 7abeb il gulb? hows college

i told her about college and emily and josh and nasser and movie nights

dalal: allaah abee ayee

me: 7ayach

dalal: allah y7ayech la magdr i have uni

me: ehh wiya khaled

dalal: yup

me: yala chub banam

dalal: ana tawni ga3da mn il noom

me: aked entaw ur timezone ghayr

dalal: adri yala gn x

me: gn x

i told nasser ina mama is coming w chthy

*3 days later*

knock knock knock

we were asleep

me: baro7 ashoof

nasser la g3day a5f 3laich stay here ana bashof

me: ok

me: NASSER MNO?

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Chapter 31

nasser: ebarek feek shdarek e7na hnee?

abdullah: umm huh la ana ma knt adree 9idfa

nasser: ehh ok yala lazem tg3ad il seat belt sign is on

abdullah: eh nice seeing u again

i smiled

when abdullah left..

me: nasser shfek 3alai maskeen ma sa wa shay 9idfa

nasser: shofay fay hathe bdayat safratna la t5alena y5rb 3alaina

me: ok bs dgega nasser we will have to be back in kuwaitfor the wedding

nasser: thats why u will design ur wedding dress in florida

me: MO 9J! any more surprises?

nasser: no i wish

me: WALA I LOVE U!

nasser: me more

we landed

me: im in florida baby! with my hubby!

nasser laughed

nasser: 5bla wala a7bech

me: akthar!!

we arrived in our hotel we had a suite

it was beautiful

it was a hot sunny day and there was a pool

we decided to swim

nasser: lets have fun before we start college in a week

me: ehh wala gabel il torcher

i changed into a full baby pink bathing suit and shorts

nasser: go wear a tshirt i'll give u mine ma t6l3en chthy

me: oh this is the moment i wasnt waiting for we arent in kuwait balbs ily balbsa

nasser: 9rt raylich w aghar 3laich go change please im asking u b kl i7tram

me: enshala 7bebe bs mo yayba a huge tshirt

nasser: take mine

6ala3li his black shirt

it was huge

i wore it

me: u ruined my baby pink look

sawait puppy dog face

nasser: u know im doing this 3ashan aghar 3laich

me: adree and im fine with it

i ran up to him and hugged him

nasser: 7ALALI!

we swam and had so much fun

we went shopping but i refused to buy my wedding dress because this was the day my mom and i were waiting for, the day we'd go together hand in hand to buy the special dress for my special day

my mom decided to come a week after we start college

*one week later*

college time ..

Chapter 30

we were in the airport

me: nassor 7bebe wain ray7en?

nasser: shoofay

he got out the ticket and showed me it

we were going to florida baby!

i screamed

me: YAY!

nasser laughed

i hugged him

me: i love u shdarik b5a6re arou7?

nasser: a3rfich ana

we held hands and walked in the plane

nasser: fe mofaja2a thanya

me: mo a7san mn hathy

nasser smiled

i love his smile its so hot <3

me: sheno? gol

nasser: bnadris b florida ana wiyach ana 8damt w omich 8dimatlich

me: MO 9J!

nasser: wala

i started crying i was so happy

me: agol lash mama tlmny w tabche ams

nasser: eh la tbcheen

he wiped away my tears

he whispered to me: 7yati bdonich wla shay

me: i never thought this day would come wa5eran tzawajna

nasser: AKH 9rtay 7alali

me: ehh

i blushed

nasser: ya 7lu l5dod il 7mur

*dalal and khaleds side*

khaled: il fal lna

dalal: ana na6rtk ta56bne

khaled: ana mo glt b3d il jam3a?

dalal: ehh bs i cant wait

khaled: il 7mdila nafs il jam3a: AUK

dalal: ehh il 7mdila wala i miss fayoon

khaled: ana b3d il bet fa'6y bdonha maku a7d athawash wiya

dalal "lol"ed

*mama and babas side*

baba: abe arja3lch

mama: sheno?

baba: 6alagt'ha abe arja3lch

mama: ba3d ily sweta feny aked la2

baba: 5aleny afahmich

mama was quiet

baba: ana 6alagtich la2ana knt abe astans kl rab3e 5anaw zojat'hom w 3ashaw 7ayat'hom wiya banat 9ghar kanaw yshayshony fa knt bajarb w ma bghait az3lich w ykon 3ndich wa7da tsharkch feny fa r7tlaha bs 6ol il wagt afkr fech w abech w ihya ma 3ndaha a7ad ma 3ndaha floos glt a5ith'ha

mama: ibrahim (dads name) ba3d kl ily sawaita ttwa8a3 asam7k? knt anam bdmo3y kl youm, rabait'hom bro7y bdon ay mosa3ada w kan galbe ytga63 kl youm ashof 9adeegaty 3nd'hom rayel

my dad looked down

mama: 7sait? w la7tha shlon tfashel bnty bl jam3ia? ihya kanat t7taj ubu bs 3asht bdon ubu tzor rfejat'ha w trja3 bdmu3ha tgole ana lash ma 3ndy ubu?

baba: ana mt7asf 9adgeny mt7asf rj3eli w wala athbtlch eny tghayart

mama: afakr

baba: yala ana mashy tamreeny 3la shay

mama: ma yamor 3alaik 3du

*back to us(fay&nasser)*

nasser: baro7 il 7mam

he left and a guy came up to me

abdullah: hi fay mabrok

me: abdullah?!

abdullah: eh

me: sh'hal 9dfa?

abdullah: bghayer jaw

me: aa ok have fun

just then nasser came back

nasser: abdullah ?!

abdullah: eh um ...shonk? 3al baraka

nasser wayha 7mar * he knew what abdullah wanted; me*

Chapter 29

it was the girl who tweeted nasser and i got jealous

remember?

i know how she looks from her twitter avatar

she had an evil look on her face

she gave me an evil smile

aham shay ya ya my milcha w chthy tsawee

wai3

dalal noticed and came right to me

dalal: shfeech? ibtasmay!

me: shftay hathi?

dalal: eh

me: tathkireenha?

dalal started thinking

dalal: ombay ehh!!

me: shtabee hathy?

dalal: madri

me: shlon yat a9lan?

dalal: wala madri

the people left

dalal barkatly and she went home

my parents and khaled barkoli too and they went home

nassercame down 3shan y9a3dny

he carried me up CUTE!

nasser: ba6lb room service 7agna

me: maby banam

nasser: lash? shfech?

me: ma feeny shay ta3bana

nasser: 3ayal btaklen

me: maby

nasser: wala taklen w btgolenli lash z3lana

me: ok

he ran towards me and hugged me

nasser: a5eran 9rtay 7alali

he gave me a cheek kiss

i smiled

nasser: yala lash z3lana?

me: tathkr il bnt ily ghrt mnha? malat twitter?

nasser: eh

me: shyayibha milchatna?

nasser: fay ana ma gltlch

me: 9rt rayli w 5ash mny ashya2?

nasser: shes my second cousin

me: lash ma gltly?!

nasser: knt 5ayf tz3len

me: ba3d sh5ash?

nasser: wala mo 5ash shay

i was quiet looking at the ground

nasser: sama7tene?

me: akeed

he held my hand tight

nasser: i love you

the room service w9al

we ate and ate

nasser: fay so2al

me: is2al

nasser: lail7en u cut?

me: um .. eh

nasser: lash? nag9ch shay bl 7ayat?

me: il 7mdila wala shay bs it became an addiction

nasser: u have to stop

me: enshala u have to help me

nasser: enshala i will

next day came fast

nasser: yala gomay! fe surprise 7gch

me: shnu?

nasser: badlay w btshofen

me: ok

i changed

nasser put a blind fold on my eyes

he took me down to the car

we were going somewhere i didnt know where

me: nasser wain btwadeni?

nasser: mo glt surprise?

me: eh ok

we arrived and we were in..

Chapter 28

nasser said in front of my family and dalals: ana ba6lb eed bntkum fay

my mouth opened

i was about to cry mn il far7a bs i held it in

baba: wl n3m feek 5oush walad ana mwaf8 ha sht golen fay?

me: ana mwaf8a damk int w mama mwaf8en

mama: ana mwaf8a 7abtbe

dalal gave me the huge smile and her eyes opened wide i could see she was happy for me

khaled: 3al baraka

it was a great night i loved it

before i went to sleep nasser called me

nasser: ana mwaf8a damk int w mama mwaf8en? '6a7aktne ya3ne entay ma t7bene w tizawijaini 3shan ur parents mwaf8en?

me: 7bebe tadre i cant make it obvious

nasser: adree atghashmar wiyach shfeech 7yate

me: banam gn

nasser: gn ya 7ilu

i went to sleep

the next  morning

mama: fay gomay nasser na6rch ta7at to plan il milcha w il 3rs

i got up quickly, put on light makeup, put my hair in a ponytail, & wore a dress

i went down

mama came after me

nasser: hala fay shlonich

me: b5air il 7mdlla

us three sat together

out of nowhere dalal comes out

dalal: hello!

me: dalool!

dalal: 3al baraka!

i gave her a tight hug

we started planning

me: abee milcha 9gheera bl bet w il 3rs ba3ad'ha b 2 weeks

nasser: enshala ma ykoun 5a6rch ila 6ayeb

we decided to do the milcha next week

me and nasser finally went out in public we were allowed

we didnt hide it anymore

mama dalal and me went to buy my milcha dress

i found a beautiful white dress

it was very simple

it was a one shoulder dress

the shoulder had 3 flowers on it

it was amazing

the day had come..my milcha

i was really nervous

i was sweating

i felt dizzy

i was about to faint

nasser was trying to calm me down

we decided to enter together

we entered and i kept looking straight

everyone was staring and i was nervous

i could only see dalal next to my cousha

she was lip talking to me: smile i love you

i teared up

everyone was covered up

we got to the cousha dalal gave me a kiss

we drank our juices

he drank from my hands & i drank from his

it was romantic he looked handsome

he kissed my hand and left

suddenly all the women take off their abayas and 7jabs and start dancing

i looked and there was a familiar face i wanted to remember who

i got it

what is she doing at MY milcha?

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