Chapter 32

me: nasser yala gom! its our fist day in college quick..

nasser: yala bagom

i changed into my black skinny jeans and wore my bright yellow shirt

i applied mascara , eyeliner and fuchsia lipstick

i left my long straight hair the way it is

nasser still didnt wake up

me: nasser! ma gmt? ana tijahazt baro7 bye bye

nasser: la2 n6reeny!

me: ok

nasser: help me get up

i pulled him out

i got my hollister bag out and put ina binder with a few papers and pens

nasser: fayou saweely nafsich please

me: in zain -.-

i got him a binder, papers and pens

me: yala ana banzil na6rtk down

nasser: ok

as i was going down to the lobby i saw

abdullah

abdullah: hala hala fay wala 9dfat

me: ehh haha

abdullah: wain nasser?

me: nazel il7een :)

ashkara he wants me mo 9dfa

abdullah: khal9 3yal ashoofch

me: enshala

in my mind i was like enshala l2 :)
 

when nasser came down i told him

nasser: wala 78eer hatha

me: nasser calm down awal yoom jam3a nothing bi5arb 3alaina

nasser: okay 

we went 

hand in hand

i love him

it was great we met new people

i made friends with a girl called emily

shes a great person

we have wayd in common shes an only child too

i told her about my family and that im a new bride

she has a best friend 

he was a boy

i met him

emily: fay this is my best friend josh

me: hi josh nice to meet u im from kuwait

josh: oh hello how r u

me: im great thank u what about u?

josh: im fine

nasser came from the cafeteria

he already met emily

me: nasser this is josh emily's best friend and josh this is nasser my husband

josh: wow youre married?

me: we just got married

josh: pregnant yet?

nasser 3a6a na'6ra

me: no no not yet

josh: oh ok

we ate together

nasser: shfeeh hatha y5zch

me: nasser bsik!

nasser: kaifi aghar 3ala murti 7abebte

misak eedie and he kissed it

emily: aww how cute

nasser: so josh have u got a girlfriend

josh: yes i have

me: shft w ent tghar ma ra7 yfakir ila feeha

nasser: l2ny amot 3laich

 me: akthar

college was very fun and easy

the teachers were so fun

the students were really friendly

we made many friends

abdullah rad kuwait w tizawaj his cousin bs ma kan yabeeha tzawajha la2na his dad wanted him to

days passed and therewas nothing upsetting enough for me to cut

nasser always checked on me and my cutting all the time

our apartment was cosy and warm we loved it

every friday night we watches different movies and ate a lot, we ordered junk food

we called it movie night

why should i cut? fe shay ghala6 b7yate? l2 ma fe il 7mdila allah ma36eeny 3ayla w rayel w nas y7iboune w n3m wayd mala da3y i cut fa i quit shway shway

it was hard bs i got through it with the help of 7bebe nassor

mama called

me: mama! i miss you

mama: wala ana akthar 7abebte

she told me about baba

me: mama 9j!! rj3ela 3ashan laman ayeb yahil in koun 3ayla kbeera wiya 3yal khalood enshala

mama: rja3tla

me: hiya! sh5bar khalod?

mama: b5air il 7mdilla

me: yala mama miss u mta tyeen

mama: enshala 7jazt 7g 3 days from now 6yarte bacher

me: hiyaa!

mama: yala mama maby a6awil 3alaykum

me: bye a7bich

sha5bari dalal

dshait 3alayha bbm w solafna

me: dalal miss u!!

dalal: il7een u ask about me?

me: sorry yal kalba

dalal: haaha miss u too

me:  sha5barch wiya khalood

dalal: we're great nafs 7alatna

me: aha yala tzawijaw

dalal: okay shlonich wiya 7abeb il gulb? hows college

i told her about college and emily and josh and nasser and movie nights

dalal: allaah abee ayee

me: 7ayach

dalal: allah y7ayech la magdr i have uni

me: ehh wiya khaled

dalal: yup

me: yala chub banam

dalal: ana tawni ga3da mn il noom

me: aked entaw ur timezone ghayr

dalal: adri yala gn x

me: gn x

i told nasser ina mama is coming w chthy

*3 days later*

knock knock knock

we were asleep

me: baro7 ashoof

nasser la g3day a5f 3laich stay here ana bashof

me: ok

me: NASSER MNO?

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